In My Mind - Die's POV
You take my breath away, Shinya, you really do. I can never completely push you from my mind... your innocent, sweet chocolate-tinted eyes are always there, in the back of my head, staring up at me. I never thought I'd meet a man as perfect as you, but here you are, every day of my life, and you have no idea how much happiness that brings me.
Look what you've made me into, Shin. I used to be out every night with a beer and cigarette in one hand and a girl in the other. Now, I don't drink as much because I'll get a hangover at practice; I want to be in a good mood when I see you, so maybe you'll talk to me more. I cut back on my smoking so you'll let me be around you. And why would I even want a girl when I can have my sweet, sweet Shin-chan?
Of course, who said I could have you? You've never talked to me too much... then again, I don't really see you speak to anyone besides Kyo and Miyu. Damn little runts, what do they have that I don't? Sure, they may be smaller and growl a lot, but Shinya, you have no idea how well I could take care of you. I could love you with all my heart, keep you safe and warm in my arms, and be your shoulder to lean on forever and ever.
Hell, maybe I'd even quit teasing you. A little. I hope you understand that I tease you because I love you, Shin. Not because you're too thin or girly. You're an amazing, beautiful man, and no matter what I tell you, that's what I believe.
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Now, after I'm done running all of these thoughts through my head, a high-pitched squeak from a certain, crooked-toothed bassist pulls me out of my own little world and back into reality. Almost afraid to look over as I'm sure I know what made the bassist utter that noise, I glance over and see our dear Leader-sama's mouth attached to the column of his neck, sucking softly while Toshiya smiles and giggles. Eventually, Kaoru detaches his mouth, giving a smile to his lover before he turns to me and the aforementioned runt next to me, announcing practice should start again.
We all walk back from our smoke break into the warm studio, and there you are, my angel. I can't keep my eyes off of you. I walk over and take my position just to the left of you, strapping on my favorite guitar and playing a few chords in front of my favorite drummer.
Ah, Vinushka. Your drums, my guitar, blending together in perfection and harmony. The vibrations of your bass drum reverberate through my whole body, causing my heart to flutter more than it has been the entire time I've been thinking of you.
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And after another two hours, practice is finally done! A grin spreads on my face as I set my guitar gently into its case, and turn to see my beautiful drummer boy sitting behind that huge drum set he's constructed.
"Shinya!~ You're so skinny, you know?" My typical greeting. I know he's expecting it. His eyes turn away from me like always, but he doesn't have any idea what's coming next, I know it.
"How about we go out for dinner so you don't starve. And we can see a movie? If you want..." Yeah, that was smooth, Daisuke. There's no way he can refuse now... right?
I know my eyes are starting to light up now. The smile forming on your angelic face is enough of a 'yes' for me, and it makes me want to wrap you in my arms and keep you there forever.
"I would love that, Daisuke, so much." Your voice is so soft and sweet, it melts my heart to the point that I can't even think of what to say. I grab your hand, a silent declaration of my feelings for you and as your slender, warm fingers tighten around my hand, we walk out of the studio and into the beginning of the rest of our lives, together.
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A/N: Hope this one's okay... I really had a hard time forming sentences the way I feel like Die would, so it might sound a little too mushy to be his thoughts ; x ; anyway, comments are still really appreciated. 3
