Beep, beep, beep, urgh there goes off my alarm clock. Most people would say 'urgh' as in moaning at this time in the morning, but for me I say 'urgh' as in here is the start of another awful day in my depressing life. My days here at Charlie's house have been pretty much the same for the last few years or so, well ever since my mum died. I used to live with my mum when I was younger, she left Charlie when she found out she was pregnant with me because my dad was abusive and a drunk, well he still is that and more. Although because my mum left because of me, I am now paying for it, I am more live a slave, a play toy if you will, rather than a daughter to Charlie.

It is currently 5:30 in the morning so I have just enough time to get ready, sadly most of that time is spent in front of the mirror, no I am not a vain girl, but, I have to have plenty of time to but on cover -up due to the beatings from Charlie, but some are from the bullies at school I will be seeing later today. I quickly put on my cover-up , although I have to be careful, I think last night Charlie sprained my wrist, and the burns up and down my arms are stinging; although I have ran out of gauze, and as I have no money, I will just have to go without. Luckily the rest of my injuries don't need treatment, but the black and blue bruises covering up the majority of my skin are tender, and the cuts still haven't gone. I just quickly put on my too-big , ancient, long sleeved dark blue sweater which I had when my mum was alive, and my daily jeans with huge gaping holes at the knees, also my holey socks and broken blue trainers. Also I just put my ugly, plain brown hair into a loose ponytail and silently made my way down the creaking stairs. Although that is difficult when you are constantly wincing in pain due to the pain it causes.

Today I have to make Charlie his favourite, bacon, eggs, sausages and toast, although I am allowed to eat any of it, well I am not allowed to eat anything unless he says so. As I had just finished cooking and was ready to dish up I heard him coming down the stairs. SHOOT! "Isabella, where is my food you stupid whore!" Charlie shouted from the living room. "It's here I'm so sorry Charlie", I said with panic as I quickly dished it up and put it on his place at the table. "You should be sorry" Charlie muttered as he took a spoonful of egg and shoved it into his disgusting mouth. I waited for his approval by his side and when he kicked me behind the back of my knee and at the same time forcefully shoved me in the direction of the kitchen, I fell down whimpering and scurried my way into the kitchen to wash up. After I quickly picked up my falling apart orange rucksack and my long dark green coat I ran to school; so a good 30 minute run as Charlie doesn't allow me to have car saying that fat sluts like me have to walk everywhere.

As I got to school I groaned. I knew that my head bullies would be here soon, although to my surprise no one came up to me before school. Then I remembered there was going to be new kids in school today, the Cullens I think. I just hope they won't bully me... I was broke out of my thoughts when the bell rang and I quickly ran to first period, English. FUN...

Luckily no-one came up to me, I then realised it was because one of the new girls, a short pixie looking girl came through the door, she had short black spiked hair and was talking to Jessica and Lauren. I think she was called Alice. Either ways she sat down with them and I didn't even bother to look at her for the rest of the lesson, looks like another bully is being made.

The rest of the day up until lunch went smoothly-ish. I was only tripped and pushed and shoved a few times by various people I don't know and only called names a few times like "ugly face" and "freak show". I also learnt the names of the new kids, there was a big guy named Emmett, a blonde girl called Rosalie, a blonde boy called jasper and another guy named Edward, none of whom have I seen. I thought I was clear today but then I saw what I was hoping to avoid, my bullies. Well most of the people at this school bully me- well everyone except Angela Webber. Although the main culprits are Jessica Stanley and Lauren Mallory, though sometimes Mike Newton and Tyler join in.

I was walking to the cafeteria so I could read my favourite book 'Wuthering heights' as I do not have any money to buy food when all of a sudden a hand covered my mouth and I was forcefully grabbed from behind and shoved into the girls changing rooms falling on my knees.

"Well Lauren, like look what we have here" said Jessica in her nasally voice.

"Its swan the slut" replied Lauren, they both giggled before Lauren forcefully put her hand under my chin and yanked my head up so we had eye contact "as you probably know swan there are some new kids in school today and Edward is mine, so don't you dare get any ideas swan. So just in case we are going to make it so no boy will ever want to look or be near you again, ok?"

Before I had time to answer I was kicked hard in the stomach, I screamed in pain as I was then continuously kicked and punched hard in the stomach, legs, arms and chest. My head was then pulled up by Lauren pulling my hair, I was then slapped and Jessica then scratched the right hand side length of my face. I was in deep and utter pain when Lauren said "well we definitely made it so no boy will ever want to look at you again, but Mike here will make it so no boy will never want to be near you again"I screamed as mike came in, he laughed as he flung me across the room, he then ripped off my jeans and forced himself into me. It hurt more than anything in the world, like I was being ripped in two, I couldn't stop screaming and crying as the deed was being done

After what seemed like forever, he was done, but no one else was. Jessica and Lauren quickly tied up my hands with rope, making my burns and new bruises throb before shoving something into my mouth, gagging me. I was then dragged crying, but thankfully with my jeans pulled up into my biology room as the bell rang. I was forced to lean over onto the desk as people piled into biology. Sadly people laughed at the state I was in, but luckily I was looking the over in the other direction.

"Hey guys look, were now going to mark out what swan really is" said Lauren as she lifted up my shirt exposing the bottom half of my back. She then placed a cold black marker on the flesh and began to write W-H-O –R... Another round of tears escaped from my eyes as I realised she was about to write 'whore' onto my back. I guess I am a whore now, I feel dirty, actually am now dirty, also in pain. I think I am going to pass out from the amount of blood I can smell- wait, that's my blood. Somehow my tears were becoming more strangled and broken until I heard a pained angel say "what on earth do you think you are doing? Stop this right now you bitch". "Wait Edward I was doing this for us, she is just useless Bella Swan anyways, you can write the last letter if you like" said a desperate Lauren. More pain swept across me as I felt more of my blood being lost, but luckily the angel spoke again "I don't love you Lauren, you are the Whore, I hate you, you disgusting vile creature, and you sicken me! How could you ask me something like that?"

I then let out a blood-curdling scream as the pain became too much and I was losing too much blood and struggling to breath. I heard the angel scream "BELLA!" just before I felt myself being lifted up. I soon let the blackness overtake me.

Authors note- CLIFFY! Firstly this is my first fan fiction so please be nice and review, you just have to click a button, say a word or two then click send. It is a quick little thing but it would make me so very, very happy! =) Secondly do you like it? Is it ok, too long, to short, needing more description? Lastly in this story Bella's blood smells sweeter to Edward but he doesn't want to drain her, which is how he is able to come in at the end. DOUGH! I just revealed who the angel was, but I guess it is obvious anyway. So please review, the more reviews the quicker I will be able to update. BYE! =)