The sun casts broken shards of light across the bed. I roll over and come face to face with a crumpled blue tee-shirt that smells like saltwater and happiness. I push my head against Rin's chest to listen to his heart beating as he snores softly. Wow, last night was... amazing, and now waking up in his arms, legs intertwined, I can't help but frown at the thought that in a few hours he will leave. And I will have to pretend that none of this ever happened. Small tears spring to my eyes and I sniffle a bit.
"What's wrong" he asks me, half asleep.
"N-nothing, it's nothing"
I bury my face in his chest and try not to think about it. He slides down so we are face to face and presses his forehead into mine.
"I know what will cheer you up."
He kisses me softly.
My whole body reacts, my heart rate quickens, my face flushes, and my mind's soul focus is his body pressed against mine. The kisses get more intense and he rolls on top of me. I pull away.
"We umm… Should get ready for practice…" I practically whisper. It's already noon and Makoto will kill us if we're late.
"Shit your probably right" he kisses my forehead one last time and hops out of my bed. I am immediately filled with regret when I see him in the early afternoon light.
Puberty hit him like a truck.
His tall frame, and muscular swimmers build (paired with his red hair, messy with casual bed head, and his sharp teeth hidden behind a smirk,) are nearly enough for me to pull him back into bed again. Instead I sit up and dig around for my underwear, while watching Rin get dressed.
Dig, dig, dig.
God he's gorgeous.
Dig, dig.
He's even sexy when he's putting his clothes back on.
Bingo! I pull on my boxers and get out of bed for the rest of my clothes.
Rin leaves fifteen minutes before me so he can get to practice first and avoid suspicion. On the walk to practice I replay the previous night in my head over, and over. I hate that He has this affect on me.
