Chapter One: Angel

So here are my rules for all my stories,

1.) Don't be a bitch. You know what I mean. Don't like my story? No one is making you read it! You see that little arrow that's pointing - that way. Yeah, click it. Don't click the review boutten if you're just gunna "yell" at me for my grammer, spelling, plot, characters and whatnot. I can take a little bit of critisim- that shit helps me improve. Be like hey, Monica (and just call me Monica. My readers are like friends to meee) maybe you should make this character more of a bitch, or nicer, or take them out, or bring them in, or lemme see more of this person and so on. That lets me know how I can keep my readers, reading.

2.) Don't expect me to change everything because of you. If you want me to do something and I COMPLETELY disagree with that, I'll let you know. But I will not change it JUST for you. If others agree with you, I may do something. But my story is being written by ME. Therefore, I'll write it the way I see fit (emphasis on the I).

3.) My spelling sucks ass, and my laptop doesn't have spellcheck. Don't bitch at me-help me.

4.) If you want that real kinky smutty stuff- this is not the place for you. It IS rated M for a reason, but I can't write stuff like that. Although I AM looking for someone who may want to beta me. I'd email you the chapters before I post them and we can always go back and forth writing things and fixing shit. Someone who can write some smutty stuff- if you're looking to beta, PM me. Thanks!

5.) My characters will NEVER cheat on each other. Some anguish is good every now and then but come on! I don't really like to read stories where they cheat on each other, one gets knocked up, they both become depressed all which results in drugs, alcohol and popping pills. I like HEA. Got it?

6.) Updates: Most of this story is pre-written. I may be able to post at last two chapters a week, but that is only if I can find some time in this crazy ass schedule I call my freaking life.

Okay full summary and then you'll have more chapters and less shit coming outta me :)

Author Bella Swan is going through the hardest thing EVERY author goes through- writers block. After her first two books in her series, To Kiss An Angel, all based on dreams Bella had growing up, the dreams suddenly stop, giving Bella nothing to write about. She knows this is crazy-dreams are just things you come up without thinking about, right?-so why can't she just finish those dreams herself? Her editor is constantly on her ass about finishing the popular series, and Bella starts feeling withdrawn. That is, until she meets Edward Masen, her very own angel. Will the dreams come back to her, or will she have to make up her own dreams to ge the last couple books out?

Chapter Song: Iridescent by Linkin Park

Okay, now finnaaalllyyyyyyy...

The story:

His lips dropped down to my collar, as we moved to my bed. He pushed me down roughly, but I needed the friction. His delicious body pressed against me, and I could feel how come he wanted me. One arm supporting him above me, the other moving down my body, cupping my breast. I groaned loudly which in turn, my beuatiful angel grunted, grinding into me.

"More-" I moaned, pulling his face down to mine.

He panted in my ear, still grinding into me. The fire that started in my belly started spreading, moving down to my hips, my core, my legs. I was shaking, begging the gorgeous man-angel-above me to take me. My nails scratched at his back as I moved to lift his shirt over his head. Once it was off, I tossed it to the other side of the room. I started sliding my shorts down my hips whne I felt his mouth move to the swell of my breast as he licked, nipped and bit softly.

"I-ugh, oh God-" I gave up on speaking and the only sound in the room as our labored breaths, as he moved on top of me.

"Now." I gasped, trying to push his shorts down. My hands moved down his hard chest, stoppong at his pecks as I pushed against him, before continuing my way down.

Soon, we were both just in our underware, my bra thrown onto the ground.

And then the creature above me moved his face up so I could just barely see his eyes-

I jotled up, clutching at my sheets. I glanced around the dark room, my eyes adjusting to the light.

I was alone.

Of course I was alone God damnit.

I sat up and turned the small bedside lamp on. Grabbing the pen and notepad that was laying there, I started scribbling meaningless words. Words I had already written a thousand times. Words that weren't going to help me at all when it comes to my next book.

All this stuff has happened before. The sounds, the movement, the rooms. I never saw his face. Ever. And I knew that the reason was because I just made all this shit up when I was asleep. The beautiful...creature had been haunting me since my 17th birthday, plauging me every night with dreams that made me wake up a quivering mess of need. And now, almost 8 years later, they were the reason my name was all over America. The one that I called my angel, stared in my first two books in my series To Kiss An Angel. His character had piercing green eyes, and a toned body that made women everywhere swoon. He was sexy, confident, and all mine-sort of.

But now, the dreams were far and in between, and were things I had already dreamed of.

And now, I felt almost heartbroken, as if I had fallen in love with a real man, who left me behind.

Ridiculous, I know.

I was lost in the cold and desperation I put myself into. I couldn't focus, I was heartbroken, missing the... man... I never got to hold, touch, caraess. And I needed him back. My God, I needed him back.

XXX

Okay, thoughts? Sorry that A/N was so damn long, I just had to get some of that stuff out there. That'll be the last one that's longer than the actual story... And if you didn't go check out the chapter song, you totally should! I don't usually listen to the chapter songs on other stories but usually they're really good songs and are sometimes a perfect fit for the song. So go check out the chapter songs that I put. Some of them will be kinda funny and some set just like the perfect mood for each chapter. Although I know you'll probably finish the chapter before you even finish the song... these are short ass chapters haha okay well. I promise my A/Ns won't usually be this long. Alright: ReViEw!

Thank you guys so much 3

Peace Love Monica