Love Hate Sex Pain
mcat
February 14, 2011
Of course I love him. Yeah, he's the one who says, "I hate you," to me at least once every hour when we're together. I know he doesn't really mean it… It's just his way of telling me that he loves me, too. Right? And it can't be about the sex, either. We haven't gone that route. Not even close. It's just that there's still so much pain in his life. I see it plain as day, every time he has to say goodbye to her... I think that's the reason I can't say it out loud. He's not ready.
