After all this

Chapter One

Disclaimer; I don't own Emmerdale because if I did Aaron would have said `I love you` by now.

Aaron's POV;

I ran, that's all I did, run. I heard a crash. I just assumed it was Jackson. Its better to be safe then sorry.

It felt like the road went on forever and I just needed to get there. When I did, I just saw him there, covered in blood. "Jackson! Jackson!" I screamed, "Please can you just move a finger or something" Tears started to form in my eyes and I breathed in on my blue shirt.

I called 999, I was so scared for him and its all my fault. "Jackson, please move" I begged. "Just so say something, yell at me" I didn't care at this point what he did. I just needed him.

I heard the ambulance arrive. "Hey, look there here, you'll be ok" I stated.

20 minutes later;

They took him in to the hospital and stated what was wrong and that he was hit by a train and car. I said I was his mate. They didn't let me in. Although I desperately wanted to say partner. He hadn't moved, hadn't woken. Nothing. I got to sit with him eventually forgetting to ring Hazel and Paddy. I guess I just wanted to be with him. It only seems like a moment ago we were having a good time in Bar West;

FLASHBACK

Aaron; [sits down with Jackson] So what do you want?

Jackson; Well I'm looking for my mate Aaron, looks like you but more sort of [pulls a weird angry face]

Aaron; Haha very funny

Jackson; It is actually because I haven't seen him in a while.

Aaron; [looks down, then to Jackson] Really, because I heard he'd gone for good, just a mate is he?

Jackson; [Looks at him] Boyfriend. [leans in]

Jackson & Aaron; [kiss]

END OF FLASHBACK

Why couldn't we just be like that at Bar West again right now. Nobody told me about Jackson's condition. All they asked me to do was go home but I couldn't I had to stay after all this. I begged them to let me stay. They caved in. "Hey, mate I don't know if you can here me but I'm going to be here when you wake up, that's a promise" I usually break them but this one however was different. I cared for Jackson, much more then I let on. I just can never find the words to tell him. "Please open yours eyes. I should have never made you stop the van" I cried, I just let the tears go. "I should never have rang you, made you answer your phone, im sorry Jackson. I held his hand properly now.

Suddenly the hospital door flung open and everything went black!

Should I carry on. Would love to hear some feedback. Thanks. Oh and please check out my other story if you haven't called `Not Without You`

Tanya-Leighh