So, Warning: Denial, OOC-ness, and some other shit

SPOILERS: Matt's and Mello's real names

This may have a second chapter if anybody wants one.


Dear Mello,

So what, I don't need you! I have Near, Linda, and I don't need you. So, ha. The jokes on you. You thought I would cry and be pathetic. But no, I'm doing just fine. You probably think I'm writing this because I miss you, correct? You're wrong, again. It's just a stupid shrinks fault.

Whenever somebody asks me who Mello is, I'll be like, "Mello? You mean that fat chocoholic guy? The one who is a total bastard and deserted me? No, I have no idea who that is."

Hate,

Matt


Dear Mello,

I'm sorry. What I said before is a total lie. I miss you, I need you. I'm pathetic. Why, why did you leave me here?


Dear Mello,

I've decided, I'm going to put you behind me. That's right, I'm going to forget all about you. And, I'm friends with Near now, yeah that's right. Oh, and remember that time, for your birthday, I got you a chocolate village? And I promised I would always stay devoted to you, "Forever and ever,"? Well, not anymore. Me and Near, we have something special. And if you have a problem with that, I don't care.

Matt


Dear Mello,

This game isn't funny anymore. I know you're there. Any second now you'll jump out of your hiding spot and yell, "Got ya!" Right? Of course you will, it was all a joke. Mells, you know I didn't mean what I said about Near and I, right? We, have something special. And that's why I know you won't leave me, ever. Remember, you promised right after me?

Please come back,

Matt


Dear Mello,

Now I know this is not a game. It has been two months. So, if you are hiding, then that would be too far even for you. But, it's okay. I deserved to be left. I mean, I did not help beat Near a few times, I needed to be punished. Thank you Mello, you helped me make up for my mistakes. Does that mean you will come back at get me now?

Please?

Matt


Dear Mihael,

This is my last letter I'm going to write for you. You don't deserve anything of mine. I devoted all my time here for you, and this is how you repay me? Well, guess what? I lost my first with Near. That we promised to each other too, when we were still, dare I write it, together. Now, you will always be second in that part of life. Now your fate as number two is sealed. Enjoy living life on the wrong side of the law.

Mail


It has been awhile after I wrote those letters. I never gave them to Mello, and I never did tell him of the 'incident' with Near. I am now helping the, or my, blonde with the Kira case.

Deep down, I know I will never forgive Mello, Mihael, of his actions, but for now I can only pretend. I know I will die soon, I have always from the day I met Mello, known he would get me killed. The only question is, when?

"Hey, Matt! I found these letters in a box under our bed! I'm going to open them now!"

"…shit"