A/N Okayyyy so chapters will be a lot longer then this. Right here I am just showing who Bella is before she meets the lovely Cullens. I hope you enjoy this little segment before all the good/ possible twisted stuff happens. R&R and tell me what you think. I'm open to any kind a answers or ideas you would like me to ass to this story.
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Prologue- sleep
I pop two more of those baby blue pills the therapist prescribed. Knowing my drug influenced sleep will hit me soon I change into my pretty yellow and white stripped shorts with an over-sized Hanes White t-shirt. I climb into my purple sheeted bed and close my eyes knowing that tomorrow will be the start of a new life.
You see I live with my dad, Charlie, now. After making little progress with the therapist the hospital recommended, my mom decided that it would be best for me to get away from the city. Clearly moving me to the one-horse town of Forks was just what the doctor ordered. I disagree completely but apparently no one care what a seventeen year old rape victim thinks.
Sure I'll admit I had a complete breakdown back when I was fifteen, just a few days after it happened. The day still haunts me and has made me a little paranoid about being alone with certain people. Boys in particular but I can't let it get to me. It was two years ago I should be just fine now, right?
I wouldn't say I'm a hundred percent better; it's a work in progress. It's just an extremely slow process. But I have learned my lesson: never let a boy get me a drink. People will say oh she should have known better, its common sense.
Well, I've found out once you have consumed three beers and you weigh only a buck two, common sense doesn't exist. So I guess I blame myself for letting it happen. I was the one who snuck out that late September night. I was then one who let Tiffany, my ex best friend, give me that first beer. I was the one who accepted the drink from Ben Landers.
I wonder how the creep is dong now. He isn't the prized football quarterback of Phoenix High School anymore; actually he's serving his last six months in juvie for rape of a fifteen-year-old. Apparently getting locked-up means you lose your full ride to Duke on a football scholarship, and of course the girl who sends him to jail ends up with a rock through the window the week after Ben got convicted. It would only make since, right?
The pills make eyelids droop and I can feel my thoughts disappear. Reality has left me and I let the darkness consume me and take me as its prisoner.
