I look up at him as he smiles and I smile back, but when he turns back to Kai, my frown reappears. I hate it that he smiles at everyone the same way. I get so mad when he ignores me. It pisses me off when he doesn't hear me. It hurts when he doesn't listen. It hurts when nobody listens to me, when nobody sees me. I hate it. It's like they don't care, like he doesn't care. I wonder how they would react if I just disappeared. Would they care, would they miss me, would they even notice? I don't think so. Maybe… maybe I should just vanish.

"You ready Reita?" You ask me with that beautiful smile.

"Yes, Ruki." I said, trying to smile.