Reflections

I stare at myself in the mirror and hate who I see staring back at me.

Beautiful, flawless, perfect, intelligent

I don't deserve to be any of these

I don't understand why, but I figure it's irrelevant.

So much is expected of me, I don't think I can deliver

Mean, selfish, horrible, insane

I'm like a gun with a broken trigger

And I think it's too late for me to change.

I hurt those who are closest to me, for my own selfish reasons.

Betray, abandon, harass, burden

Will they forgive me for my treasons?

If they will, I don't know when

I must stay strong, I mustn't show my feelings

Strength, determined, stupid, ignorant

I feel my sanity slowly peeling

I want to breathe, but I just can't

I feel the power surging through me

Blind, crazed, sick, deadly

I now know why they turned their backs on me

Because…

I stare at myself in the mirror and hate who I see staring back at me.


AN: I hope you guys enjoyed that, I was rewatching some of the old episodes and this story just came to mind. Thanks for reading and reviews are appriciated :D -Alex531