" you just need to get laid!" Said Prim.
" Primrose Everdeen! Your language!" Said katniss.
I mean, maybe Prim is right. I do need to get laid. Since gale and i broke up, i haven't had sex. That means, 3 years, 8 months and 6 weeks.
" katniss, I'm eighteen, i get it. You just need to get out! and found a one night stand! Pick the first guy you see, bang! And then you go home!" Said Prim.
Yeah. I definitly need it. I'll ask johanna to go with me.
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There she was, in this new club, with a drink in her hand and searching for boys. Johanna was flirting with this Guy in the corner. So katniss was sipping her vodka- cranberry. There was a guy in a booth who was looking at her. She smiled at him and his cheeks got red. He came towards her.
" hey" he said. He was pretty good looking. Blond hair, blue eyes.
" hey" she responded. " wanna get out of here?" She asked him.
" yeah sure" he answered. So for hours they talked. He made her laugh. Finally
They went to his place.
They were making out and their clothes hit the floor. He searched for a condom.
" I'm on birth control, don't worry" she said. He nodded before entering her. He groaned.
" fuck, so tight" he grunted while thrusting. She was enjoying this, but never was really vocal during sex. They both came, and she felt asleep on the man. B
The morning came fast enough. She came back to her apartment without Prim noticing. She took a shower and ate breakfast. She felt numb. She wasn't the kind of girl that was sleeping around. Well, johanna probably still was at her lover's place. It was like this every week-ends. She heard the door open:
" brainless? You had fun with your fuck last night? " she slurred. She obviously was still drunk.
" bed, right now, jo. Go rest" she ordered. She did have fun. Even though she didn't remember the guy's name.
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" so, Peeta, the reason i asked you is because i need to tell you something" she began
few months has passed. Katniss started to feel sick. Just a stomach bug, she thought. Until johanna told her:
" hey, brainless, you're sure you're not pregnant?" She said laughing.
" of course! I mean, last Time i had sex was like, three months ago! " a thought popped into her head.
on lunch time, she and johanna went to buy a pregnancy test. Prim went with them. The three ladies entered the bathroom. Katniss went into a stall while the two others sat on the sinks.
" so, you fucking knocked up?" Johanna asked
" hey! Language!i snapped." i don't know yet" three minutes later, katniss came out of the stall, pale as a ghost.
" Holy shit! I'm motherfucker pregnant! Shit! Fuck! " I started crying.
Prim held her like a child, rocking her in her arms.
Johanna stood there, no knowing what to do. " language?" She said in a tiny voice, earning a middle finger from both the everdeens.
" I'm hum, I'm pregnant, peeta." I said.
" Wow, congratulation." He said.
" it's yours" I Said matter- of-factly.
" you're fucking kidding me?" He said sternly.
She shook her head no. She felt the tears coming up again. Gosh, was It possible to cry again after three days? She had spend the week in her pjs , crying and eating ice cream with Jo. She was 11 weeks along.
" so... What do you want to do?" He asked.
" i don't want it. I took a appointment for an abortion. Tomorrow " I said coldly.
I can't raise a baby. We all know it. I don't have a good job, I live in a tiny apartment with two roommates and I don't want kids. This is the best solution.
" you want me to come?" He asks.
" yeah, whatever." I answer
I don't want him to come. Because I know I will cry. I hate it when people see me cry.
He brings me home. We walk in silence.
" you know, we could have do it. " is all he says. Then He's gone.
The next day, at 8:30 , i'm lying on a cold chair in a blue hospital gown.
The nurse is preparing me to do a final sonogram before the procedure.
" so, it's gonna be a little cold" she says.
She pour the gel on my slightly bumped stomach and moves the wand. There it is, my baby. It looks like a jelly bean. I start crying. My baby will never live.
Peeta pov:
I hear a knock on the door. I get up to answer it. as soon as I open the door, katniss throws herself at me. We hug in silence, even though I know we're both crying. She gives me something. It's a picture. Of our baby.
" I couldn't do it" she says in tears.
I hug her even tighter. I'm so happy. I always wanted children. Maybe later, but now it's too late.
We sit on the couch, her explaining her morning, me listening carefully. She shows me our baby. Then she falls asleep on my laps. I carry her into my bedroom. I fall asleep while caressing her hair and her bump.
