Disclaimer: I don't own Pretty Little Liars.
Soon a mommy
( Hanna Rose Marin is preggo )
Dear book.
Hanna-Boo here. I just found out that I'm preggo and despite me usually trying to act badass, it nearly scared me shitless. Caleb comforted me and he helped me to relax and that's awesome.
Somehow I got so damn nervous. I always thought I'd be happy when it finally got time for me to be preggo. I've always known that I someday wanted to have a kid of my own and Caleb is very much the man I want it with, so why the hell am I not confident?
Dear book.
Sweetie lil' me have been pregnant for around 6 months now and I'm at this time VERY preggo, no longer able to hide it. My tummy is big and heavy, even larger than it was during my hefty years. This whole situation force me to wear lame clothes. I no longer fit into my sexy outfits. The huge fucking tummy makes me wearing erotic clothing absolutely impossible.
Another negative thing is the that I can't have actual sex. I'm too heavy. Masturbation is as close to sex as I'm gonna get...
Nothing wrong with my dildo, but real dick in my pussy is sooo much better, but Caleb cannot bang me since I have this giant fat preggo tummy now.
Dear book.
I'm 8 months preggo now and almost unable to even walk from bedroom to bathroom and such. Also the fact that I need to pee so damn often is really annoying.
Not to mention the fact that I eat big pizza all the time. Em kinda like it since that makes me her brand new so-called pizza-partner and I don't mind spending time with her, she's my buddy and all, but eating so much pizza makes me feel even more fat than this whole preggo-thing makes me and being fat is the least I want, ya know. Caleb keeps telling me that I'm still erotic and cute...sweet of him, yes. I don't feel erotic and cute though.
Alison and Aria takes turn to be on Hanna-duty, looking after me when Caleb's at work. Sooo nice of them.
Dear book.
9 months preggo now!
I'm sure the birth of my little girl or boy is only days away.
To say that I'm nervous would be a giant fucking understatement, for sure. Truth i, I'm so nervous that I sweat a lot all the time.
Hanna-Boo ( that's me ) want to get this baby out of me, at once. Being not happy to having to carry around all this extra weight.
At least no one calls me hefty this time around. Unlike when I was fat as a kid, Alison support me so much now.
Dear book.
2 hours ago I gave birth to an adorable little baby girl. Her name will be Clarissa, named after...actually I don't know. It's just a sweet name, I guess...
My daughter is so cute. She has my hair color and Caleb's eyes.
Caleb and I look forward to our future with our sweet kid.
Dear book.
Our adorable little Issa turns 1 year today. So sweet. I gave her a pink plushie bunny, like the one I had when I was a kid.
Dear book.
Issa is a sweet little kid. She love her plushies, kinda like I did all those years ago. Very nice that Issa is like me.
Caleb and I love our daughter.
Aria is Clarissa's godmother.
Alison wanted to be the godmother, but I decided that Aria is better suited for the job.
Ali is too sexual.
Well, me is kinda sexual too, but...anyways!
Dear book.
Issa is happy. Today's her first day in kindergarten. Maybe she'll find her first real buddy. When I was that age I met my first buddy and it was Emily Fields.
Caleb will drive Issa to kindergarten, good old Rosewood Sunshine Kindergarten.
Would love to drive her myself, but I have to get to work...
Dear book.
My sweet kid had a great fist day in kindergarten. And she did find a nice little friend too, a girl named Jennie Miarto.
I'm so happy that my daughter's found her first buddy. If things go as I hope, Issa and Jennie will be friends forever, all the way into their adult years, just like Emily and I are.
The End.
