Another fiiiic X3

Yes, even though it doesn't say ANYONES names, this is about Sasuke and Naruto.

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto, they'd have to censor it if i did.


As I drag the blade across my wrist, the only thing I can think of is you screaming.

At me.

To me.

Never for me.

You never wanted me.

I wanted you.

But we were too different.

Or too similar.

I was nothing to you.

I love you, did you know that?

Every single day, when I saw her running towards you, my heart would burn.

I hated her.

Sure, it seemed like I was utterly infatuated, as she was of you, but that was just a smokescreen.

When ever she clung to you like that, I was furious.

I wanted so badly to lash out, to get her off you.

But that would seem out of place.

We were enemies.

Right?

Only I'm not too sure.

I've seen you staring at me before.

Was it in disgust or adoration?

For all I know, you might feel the same way about me.

But what would happen then?

Would we be together?

The villagers would hate us.

I'm hated enough already.

But you're perfect.

They can't hate you.

I'm talking nonsense.

There is absolutely no way you would be interested in me.

I'm bleeding.

This is all very foolish.

The amount of time I've spent moping I could have just finished the job.

I must be delusional, I could swear you're climbing over that rock.

And walking closer.

My subconscious mind hates me.

You're only an illusion.

But you're so warm.

Warm, as you wrap your arms around me.

Warm, as you take the knife away from me.

I stare at you in bewilderment.

You can't be here.

You don't care about me.

You're still warm.

I'm on the ground now, the rocks digging lightly into my back.

You...

You're kissing me.

This isn't supposed to happen.

You aren't supposed to be pinning me to the ground.

Not kissing me.

We're supposed to be fighting right now, to have ended up in this position.

I am not wrapping my arms around you.

I am not kissing you back.

You're so warm.

I hate you.

I love you.

You love me too.

But you hate me.

You despise me as much as is humanly possible.

So you kiss me.

Furiously.

Angrily.

Passionately.

And I kiss back.

If the others saw us, what would they do?

Turn up their noses and walk away?

Laugh?

Scream?

Screaming...

Would you scream for me?

Would you kill for me?

Would you die for me?

I would.

I'd scream for you.

Under you.

I'd kill for you.

To save you.

I'd die for you.

For you to love me.

And I'd love you.

Always.

I'd always love you.

Would you love me?

I ask you, to see what your answer would be.

You aren't saying anything.

You don't need to.

You're warm.

And you're holding me.

Tightly.

Lovingly.

I love you.


...This was honestly such a spur of the moment thing...I'm supposed to be sleeping.

But I wanted to write.

So I opened up Openoffice, and just let the words flow, only checking it over afterwards.

PLEASE review, I am honestly REALLY proud of this.

Thank you :)