MY PIRATE, MY HEROE- 1/4

Chapter 1- I love you, Swan

Note: CAPTAIN SWAN- I LOVE YOU-TRUE LOVE KISS- (S4) This is one of the possibles scenarios (on my head) of how the first I love you- and TLK could happen- hope you like it and enjoy!

Emma and Killian were sitting in the bank looking at the water- Its been a hard day for them, the whole Elsa- Ice Queen thing is driving them crazy, not to mention the Regina-Robin- Marian thing but not about the love triangle-just- but Regina becoming evil or not and there´s also Rumple´s dagger thing and Belle and the whole town drama- Gods! Never a day off!-

They dont even have much time to think about them, what they are doing- well they probably dont know but the feel and god! They feel- they are each other´s person and this, whatever you wanna call it- feels amazing , to finally finally be together, having a special someone-

-Do you miss it? She asks him, sad that with all this drama and chaos he might regret staying- NOT leaving her after all

- No, Swan- he answers, he does miss it (sometimes) but he knows her so well and he knows what she is really asking...

-Im where i want to be...I dont regret it

-Dont you? She is not sure if she wants to look into his-beautiful- eyes, affraid that find out that he might, just a little bit

-No, this town is driving me-us crazy but somehow theres not other place i´d want to be- because you are here- he looks at her and then looks aways, affraid that maybe this is too much for her

-She smiles and feels good-he always makes her feel good, for some reason he has that power on her- only a single look and she feels calm, safe, home –but only a single doubt in his face and she feels lost, scared, alone- he has such power and its terrifying

-Hook... i know you care and i care about you too but you need to know that this is my life, this is the Savior´s life- I dont get a day off, a lazy day and NOT much happy moments... If you want to leave... (god, please dont leave me) I- I would...understand- she looks down, breaking her own heart by saying this- Before its too late.

-He looks at her, she looks sad and it makes him so sad that she feels like this, and that she still doubts herself, them... thats she is still to affraid that its already late, theres not going back-

Before its too late?- Im sorry to break to you, Emma but it already is- there´s not going back from this- at least for me- i could not just leave and forget you- i tried that the year without you and i couldnt, now that its my choice i would never part from you, you are all that i want, that i need... Emma..

-Hook... Killian...

-I love you, Emma

I love you as i never thought i could love again and even more- i love every single part of you, i love who you are, who want to be , i love who you make me want to be, i love the savior, the lost girl, the princess, the strong and smart women, the mother, the daughter, the friend, the lover in you- even with your fears and your walls- i see all of you and I love you, I love Emma Swan.

- Killian, I... I –God, this is too much, he does she knows it and she is just in shock... and find the right words to explain what she feels

-He looks down and then away- Its okay, love, you dont need to say anything- i was not expecting you to... - He understands, he always understands but cant help being hurt, he wishes she could say it back and kiss him and hold him- he just opened his heart and still seems to much for her- damn Neal, damn flying monkey, damn destiny, damn past!- but he wont push, and he wont leave either-

They just stay there in silence , looking at the water for a moment...

-Killian, i... im not good at talking, about my feelings, its been so long—I ...I

Emma Hook! You need to come! Something has happened-someone yells (fuck! Always interrupting them)- They stand up, he is relief that she doesnt have to say anything because whatever is going to say, its not what he wants to heart and it just breaks his heart a little more-

She stops him- You know i care about you, and this whatever its –I i want it, it feels safe- she gives him a sweet smile, touches his face and gives him a little kiss- he smiles back but he is not happy, he cant be- he loves her so much and even now after telling her , he feels that maybe he will never be enough, she will never embrace (fully) what they have... just now he is so happy theres some new drama so he can stop thinking and feeling so broken.