Meh.
Alice's POV
I sat on the cheap hotel room bed, awaiting the return of Jasper. He had left to buy us jackets. We had none, and walking around in such cold weather in t-shirts was not very human. I sat, swinging my feet back and forth. I sighed and picked up a book to read. I flipped over on the bed, and read.
I read until Jasper walked back into the room. He threw two new jackets onto a chair by the door and came over and sat on the bed next to me. I replaced my bookmark and sat up, looking at him. He smiled at me. We had hugged, but never kissed. I wished he would kiss me. I sighed. He had told me he loved me a couple days ago... but I wanted the physical proof.
"What's the matter?" He asked me.
"Nothing... it's just... no. Never mind." I said.
"Please don't be afraid to tell me." He whispered.
"I'm not, I'm not afraid of telling you, I'm afraid of your reaction." I said. It wasn't a lie. If I wasn't so afraid of rejection, I would tell him I wanted to kiss him. But I was afraid of rejection. And that wasn't about to change.
"Why would you be afraid of my reaction?" He asked, his voice soothing. He looked into my eyes, moving his face so it was in front of mine. "Is it what you have to tell me a tragic, horrible event that would cause you to have to leave me?" He asked.
"No... but still." I argued.
"No, 'but still. I don't ever want you to be afraid of me. In any way, shape, or form." He told me. I swallowed, still unsure. "Well?" He encouraged me.
"No. I'll just wait, let it happen naturally." I said, and I relaxed back into the bed.
"Alice. The only way I'm going to have a bad reaction is if you don't tell me what's bugging you." He said. I stayed lying on the bed.
"Kiss me." I told him.
"That's all?" He asked. I nodded. He leaned in and pressed his lips to mine gently, and everything just exploded. I placed my hand on his cheek, keeping his face close to mine. He tilted his face and he opened his mouth. It was all unfamiliar, but I mimicked his movements. I tilted my head the opposite way and opened my mouth as well. Jasper moved onto me and entangled his fingers in my head. His tongue found it's way into my mouth, and I was almost shocked enough to pull away, but instead I copied his action. He closed his mouth again on mine, and then opened it again. I did this as well. I moaned, the sound coming out of my mouth without my permission, and Jasper shuddered against me. He suddenly broke away, gasping. "If you want to stay a virgin, we should stop." He said. I laughed.
"What if I don't want to?" I asked. He laughed now, and we experimented a bit for the rest of the night.
End
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