Author's Note: AHHH! I haven't been on here in forever! If any of you have read my other stories about Nine Lives of Chloe King and are wondering when I'll finish them, I'm not, Sorry! I hope people will read this and please review I wanna here your thoughts! Well, on with the writing!

My POV

January 28, 2011

Dear Diary,

Well, I just bought this so I might as well use it. I'm Maylina Sheldon btw. *Flashback* I got up and walked into the kitchen to get some breakfast before school. My dad was obviously gone cuz he has work and my mom was sleeping cuz she works at night. I made some soup and ate it. Then I got ready for school and went on the bus. The bus ride consisted of me just listening to music, Big Time Rush, of course! Then we got to the school where we had to change buses to get to my school. I talked to a couple people but they don't really care what I'm talking about cuz most people don't. We got to school and I don't want to explain it so lets skip to when I'm back at home.

Now I don't really get along with my parents. Sometimes I get along with my dad, but most of the time all any of us do is fight. My parents yell at me for stupid things, like if I don't do something right away. So I really don't think they care. So I came out of my room and yelled at them, "Why don't you care about me?" We fought and fought. My parents picked up the phone and threatened to call services to take me away for being bad. I took a knife, cuz we were in the kitchen, and crying at them I screamed, "NOO! I BET YOU WOULDN'T EVEN CARE IF I KILLED MYSELF!" and do you know what my mom yelled back at me? "GO AHEAD!"

Well, that happened a couple months ago and after crying almost every night I found something that can cheer me up. And that is three words. Four people. One dream. They are Big Time Rush, Kendall Schmidt, James Maslow, Carlos Pena, & Logan Henderson and they have changed my life forever.

Maylina xoxo

A/N: Well, that was really short. SORRY! It will get longer! Haha! I have a dirty mind! Anyway please review!