The Fight

My bodies cold
lips are blue
why did I do this,

because of you?

I feel the earth below me
like a pillow under my head.
No knives, no guns,

but pills instead

The bottle lays empty,
cap undone.
What did I do? What have I done?

My spirit floats and my body lays.
My love finds me
and for me he prays

I reach for him
I'm sucked away
like a deep crest of a wave

He pounds the ground screaming,

"why oh why?"
I asked myself,

'why did I?'

My parents arrive,

all of my friends too
I thought to myself,

What did I do!

I look away,

the pain is as deep as a black sea
my life is over,

all because of me

I look back,

for one last glance.

Instead I stare,

as if I was in a trance.

I did this to ease it,

my pain.
Instead my heart is overfilled,

with the new pain I gain.

I look down my family
I regret that night
my life stopped ticking
because of a fight.


I don't own Shugo Chara or any of the characters!

One of my better poems.

Please R&R!

Love and Rockets,

Toshiaki Gin