The Fight
My bodies cold
lips are blue
why did I do this,
because of you?
I feel the earth below me
like a pillow under my head.
No knives, no guns,
but pills instead
The bottle lays empty,
cap undone.
What did I do? What have I done?
My spirit floats and my body lays.
My love finds me
and for me he prays
I reach for him
I'm sucked away
like a deep crest of a wave
He pounds the ground screaming,
"why oh why?"
I asked myself,
'why did I?'
My parents arrive,
all of my friends too
I thought to myself,
What did I do!
I look away,
the pain is as deep as a black sea
my life is over,
all because of me
I look back,
for one last glance.
Instead I stare,
as if I was in a trance.
I did this to ease it,
my pain.
Instead my heart is overfilled,
with the new pain I gain.
I look down my family
I regret that night
my life stopped ticking
because of a fight.
I don't own Shugo Chara or any of the characters!
One of my better poems.
Please R&R!
Love and Rockets,
Toshiaki Gin
