Angelina/Fred Songfic - My Heart Will Go On, by Celine Dion
The dark skinned girl stirred her coffee slowly. She was sat in a muggle cafe, and three boys were staring at her, whispering. It was nothing new to her, she's always had admirers. But now as she stared down at the newspaper cutting in her hand, she didn't even notice them.
The grey rain beat down on the windows, as if the sky shared Angelina Johnson's sorrow. As she stared at the obituary of Fred Weasley, and the world seemed pointless. Every clang from the kitchen took her back to the bang of the curse that killed Fred. The young couples in the street outside, huddling under umbrellas and giggling, brought memories of sitting by the lake with him. The ruby red curtains reminded her of his blood on her hands.
She wished she could let go of her grief by crying, but the tears wouldn't come. She knew that once she cried, something would get better. But she could never replace Fred. Never. She had loved him too much.
Absent mindedly, she let her mind wander to the radio. There was actually a muggle song she liked on. Celia.... Celia Eon.... Celine Dion. She looked into her coffee.
Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you
Go on....
She was dreaming about Fred almost every night....
Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you
Go on....
He had always seemed invincible to her. She had never thought he would go. She had been wrong.
Near... Far
Where ever you are
I believe that the heart does
Go on....
Once... More
You open the door
And you're here in my heart and
My heart will
Go on.....
She would never forget him. No matter what happened. He would be in her heart forever. And no one could change that. Would she ever love anyone as much?
Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never go until we
Are gone....
He was gone. She was still there. Did that make any difference to her feelings? Did Fred know, somehow, she still loved him?
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always
Go on....
That was right. The time before the war had been so happy. The happy hours she had spent with him.... Those memories would never leave her.
Near... Far
Where ever you are
I believe that the heart does
Go on....
Once... More
You open the door
And you're here in my heart and
My heart will
Go on.....
A jingling came from the door, bringing Angelina back from her reverie. Looking up, her heart flooded. Fred was back! He was - No. It was... What? George. He caught her eye, gasped slightly, and came over.
His eyes were dead. They showed none of the happiness or joy or humor they had once held. In them, Angelina saw her own eyes reflected. To her dismay, they had the very same lifelessness to them.
"You miss him too." he said quietly. It wasn't a question, but a statement. Angelina nodded once, her bottom lip trembling. George put his arms around her, and the tears finally came flooding out. Several muggles looked at her pityingly. After a while, her heart wrenching sobs ceased, and she thought of the final part of the song;
You're here
There's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You're safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on.....
Maybe there was a way back, after all.
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There we go!! That was my first fic and I hope you like it!!!!
Big thank you's to danelexkayarimad who reviewed!!!
IBFW x
