A/N: just something I wrote after listening to Fix You – Coldplay. This song is so beautiful.
Summary: she was bound to the hospital bed, arms covered by bandages and wires. And I will try to fix you.
Warnings: Trigger warnings maybe?
Fix You.
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
She tried. She tried so hard, but it just wouldn't work. She got what she wanted, but she didn't need it. She couldn't sleep at night, she was just too tired. Her mind was a dark place, as though it was stuck in reverse.
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
She was crying now. Her tears streamed down her face. She had lost everything and everyone. She felt so alone. She loved them, but it was a waste of her time. Could it be worse? She asked herself. She didn't answer, she just simply moved the wires and lay down.
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
she fell asleep. She dreamt of lights, they guided her home from the hospital. The lights ignited her mind, her heart, her soul, her bones. She heard a voice; and I will try to fix you.
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Whether she felt so high she could fly, or so down she could just drown, she was too in love to let it go. But if you never try you'll never know, just what you're worth. It was the voice again. The voice that made her nightmares not seem so bad.
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Every night she saw the light, the light that helped her feel a little less alone. The light that she could feel igniting her very existence. She heard the voice again, it said the same words; and I will try to fix you.
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...
She was no longer asleep, she was crying again. She remembered how much she had lost, it was all irreplaceable. She remembered why she was in the hospital bed. Tears streamed down her face. And I. She heard the voice again.
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...
she couldn't stop the tears from flowing. I promise you, I will learn from my mistakes. she silently promised. The tears kept flowing. 'And I' the voice was no longer in her head.
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
she saw him in the doorway, he walked towards her. He was the light that guided her home, the light that ignited her bones the voice that whispered; 'And I will try to fix you'.
