Brown eyes fluttered open as the rays of sun hit his back. The blonde slowly sat up on his knees and looked over at the man he slept with last night. Young and handsome, his hair was short, but sprawled all over his face. His body was fit, in better shape than most, and stronger than most. He envied those muscles, but knew that he didn't have the time to earn them. Not with band going so great and being busy all the time. He rarely got out and had a night of fun anymore. He could hear the other groaning as he opened his eyes and rubbed his head. He looked up at the man in his bed and blinked a few times.
"What…what are you doing here?"
The blonde suddenly felt empty. "We had sex last night." He stated bluntly.
"Eh?" The man sat up and grabbed his head. "No, no, no. I…we…I don't even know your name. We were drunk and there is no way I would have sex with you if I was sober."
Reita kissed his teeth as he got out of bed. "So taking a shower is out of the question, huh?" He said, picking up his clothes.
The man scratched his head. "Get dressed and get out, my boyfriend will be here soon."
Reita quickly did as was told and headed down to catch a cab. Once he caught one, he gave his address and slammed the door shut. 'They're all the same. They all nice a flirty in the bar, but when they wake up, they freak out. Even the guys I had dates with and was sober with, denied me afterwards or threw me to the side. I was either a good fuck or they said that they were straight. Whatever. I can't find anybody anywhere.'
The door slammed against the wall as an angry guitarist walked into the studio, catching the other members attentions. The older raven was grumbling to himself as he made his way to a chair and sat down. Kaoru and Toshiya looked at each other, then at their fellow band member.
"What's up with you?"
Die glared up at them. "Fucking bitch. I swear, all she did last night was talk about me and her getting married and me buying everything she wanted. Then she dared to complain about me drinking too much! I was so ready to leave her at that place. Unfortunately, I'd feel bad if I did. So I took her home, hoping to get a good lay. All she did was lay there and answered a text message while I was doing it. It was as if I was boring her!"
The other two member were giggling as their drummer smiled at him. "Maybe you weren't satisfying her."
"Obviously." He muttered, making them laugh louder. It took him a minute to understand that they were laughing at his size. "Shut up you assholes!"
"Dude, what is this like, the third woman that this has happened with?" Kaoru asked
"Fourth."
"Exactly. You suck when you pick out dates. You can't see through them like we can."
"Oh, you think you can do better?"
"I know we can."
Die shook his head. "Whatever."
"Why don't we set you up on a blind date?" Shinya suggested. They all looked at him, but the younger guitarist smiled.
"That's not a bad idea. Die do you trust us enough to set you up on the best date of your life?"
"No…but I get the feeling you're going to set it up anyways. She better not be ugly."
Reita walked into his studio with a scowl on his face. Ruki was the only one in there and was concentrating on his notebook until he saw his friend. He smiled and got up as the blonde set up his bass.
"So how did your date go last night?"
"This one…was a cheater. He made me leave so his boyfriend wouldn't catch us. He also said he wouldn't have fucked me if he was sober. He only had two beers last night so either he's an extreme lightweight, or he just wanted me out of his bed. Doesn't matter, I'm used to being disappointed."
The singer pursed his lips at his sad friend. "What about that one guy…um…Goro…was it?"
"He was gay at night, but straight when he woke up the next morning." Reita shook his head. "I'm about to give up."
"Don't do that! Why don't you let us find you a date?" Ruki said happily. "We tend to have better luck than you."
The blonde glared at him. "I'm perfectly fine with finding my own dates."
"Tell me then, when was the last you had an actual fun date? When was the last time you dated someone for more than one night? When was the last time you had more than a one nightstand?"
"I get it. What makes you think you can find somebody for me?"
"My dear gay friend," Ruki said crossing his legs. "I am an expert in finding dates for my friends. Plus, Aoi was telling me about this awesome guy he met the other day. He said the kid was looking for a boyfriend and was hitting on him. Which crept Aoi out, but you might like him."
"No way." The blonde sighed. "I had…a one nightstand with the guy. He's too pushy and has a jealousy problem. Aoi talked to me about him too you know."
"So pessimistic. I'll make a bet with you. If I find you a good date and you truly enjoy yourself, then you have to go on another date with him. If you don't have a good time, then you can give up or continue your one nights stands if you wish."
The bassist looked at Ruki for a second. The little shit had that smartass smirk on his face that made him think he was right about everything. If he won the bet, he would be alone and miserable again, then go off having sex with strangers. If he lost, he would have to go on a second date. What did he have to lose?
That Friday, he had a date with this mysterious man and he wanted to make a good impression. He wore a black Luna Sea shirt with tight black jeans; he kept his hair down, only brushing it; he wore a bit of eyeliner and made his thin eyebrows darker. He wore his silver studded belt, hooked the chains to his wallet on his belt loop and placed the money holder in his back pocket. He slipped three black bracelets on his right wrist, two silver ones and a watch on his left wrist. He looked at his reflection and sighed at his face. Ruki had came by only to steal his only three nosebands so he couldn't hide his face. He sighed again before stepping to his door and slipping his black converses on. He grabbed his keys and headed out his door, down to the streets. He was to meet his date at the park down from his apartment at six o' clock. He would be sitting on the third green bench in front of the fountain on the west side. Reita was already feeling nervous as he approached the park. He looked at his watch to find that he was seven minutes late, but Ruki had also said to be a few minutes late anyways. He went through the gates of the park and up the path to the fountain. He looked up to find a handsome man sitting on the third green bench in front of the fountain. He looked familiar, but Reita couldn't place it. His short raven hair shined in the sunlight, his shirt fit nicely on his muscles, and his pants, though baggy, showed off his long legs, but hid the black boots he had on. The man was wearing large sunglasses, his wrists shined from the bracelets he was wearing. Reita swallowed hard before approaching the man and smiling.
"Hi."
The raven looked up at him. "Um…hi?"
"Are you…are you the one I was supposed to meet here?"
"Eh…blind date?"
The blonde shook his head, trying not to blush. "Yeah."
"You've got to be kidding me!" He stood up angrily with a blushing face, shocking Reita. "I can't believe I actually trusted those douche bags! I knew I shouldn't have done this. They sent a fucking guy."
The blonde looked down and took a step back. "I-I'm sorry. Maybe I should leave."
The man sighed. "No, I'm sorry. My friends probably thought it would be funny to send me on date with a guy. It was a cruel joke I guess."
"You're…you're not gay?" Reita mumbled.
"No way man…uh…oh, I'm sorry. You were expecting to be on a date with me?"
The bassist shook his head. "Yes. I guess my friends suck at this as much as I do."
The man scratched his head. He felt bad that this man in front of him was tricked into being in a cruel joke as well. "I'm Die."
Reita looked up at him. "Huh?"
"My name is Andou Daisuke, but I'm called Die."
'Why does that sound familiar?' He thought." Suzuki Akira…your name…sounds…ah! You're in a band. Um..what was it…Dir...Dir en grey. Yeah, my friend listens to your music sometimes."
"Yep. That's me. Pretty cool to be on a date with a rock star, huh?"
"What?" Reita cocked his head to the side.
"Well, you were expecting a date so let's go on one, but more like getting to know each other so we can be friends."
"Ok. Where do you want to go?"
"Let's get a beer."
They caught the bus and rode to the bar of Die's choice. They sat silently on the ride there and it made it a bit awkward between them. However, they got off together and walked into the busy club. They walked up to the bar sat on the stools as the bartender came by to take their order. Both bought a beer then sat there for a moment in silence again.
Die sighed. "Sorry, about all this."
Reita shrugged his shoulders. "I'm use to it."
"Eh? Why?"
"I go out with a guy, next day they're completely different and I get rejected. I wasn't really expected this, but I really didn't expect it to work out anyways."
The raven felt bad. "Sorry. Maybe your luck will change after hanging out with me."
"It's possible."
"So, what do you do?"
Reita smiled. "I'm a bassist."
"Oh, you're in a band?"
The blonde felt a mental punch to his face. Yeah he wasn't wearing his noseband, but was it really that hard for people not to recognize him? "Yep."
"That's really cool. I bet you have a lot of fun."
"Tons. Though we've been pretty busy. You know what it's like, I mean you've been through it."
Die smiled as he took another drink. "Yeah. It was a blast, still is too. So tell me about your band."
The blonde smiled. "My singer set up this date. He always wants to help us out with our problems and gets involved. He still steals my cigarettes when he runs out. My best friend is our lead guitarist, we've known each for a long time. We still pull pranks on each other too. Our drummer does all of our schedules and run us around until we pass out. He cares a lot for us and the band. Our other guitarist is crazy, but so much fun to hang out with. If he were gay…I can't have those thoughts."
The raven scratched his head again, forgetting this guy was that way. It got silent between them again, making the bassist feel like he shouldn't have said that last sentence. They finished their drinks and ordered another round. Sloshing the liquid around, Die smiled. "So tell about yourself."
Reita smiled a bit. "Only if you tell me about yourself as well."
"Sure."
For the next few hours, the two told each other about how they lived, pets, their childhood, their recent problems, their past problems, cars, music on several occasions, and things they've done with their friends. They spoke about heartbreaks, amazing dates, fun times, sad times, mad times, crazy times. They joked around, played some games and just had fun. Now they were laughing their asses about a time Die tricked Shinya into thinking it was going to snow indoors at one of their lives.
"It can't believe he was actually gullible enough to fall for it." Die laughed. The blonde beside was giggling as he sat his empty bottle to the side and waited for another one.
"What did he do when he found out it wasn't going to happen?"
The raven shook his head. "He whined to me, saying I lied to him. It took me forever to convince that it was impossible for it to happen in the first place. He's a silly goose."
Reita started laughed for no reason, making the guitarist burst out laughing as well. It took them a few minutes to calm down and Die looked into his half empty beer when he did. He looked at the time on his watch and sighed. The blonde looked at him. "What's wrong?"
Die smiled. "Nothing. I'm just happy we had this beer together. I had fun."
"Had?"
The other shook his head. "I need head home. We've been here for four hours already."
Reita shook his head. "Yeah, I have a busy day tomorrow. Can I give you my number? We could go drinking again sometime."
"Sound great." The guitarist smiled. The blonde wrote his number down on a napkin and handed it over. They paid for their bills before walking out of the bar. They started walking down the side walk to the closest bus stop, hoping they hadn't missed the last one.
"This is the most fun I've had in a long time." Reita admitted. "Thank you."
The raven smiled. "Me too. Thank you, too. I hope we can hang out again soon." Die giggled a bit before his eyes came across a dog sitting on the pavement. "Doggie! Let's catch it!"
The blonde shrugged his shoulders and ran after the guitarist to capture this dog he saw. The poor stray was frightened when she saw the two running towards her. She yelped and started running away. "Wait for us doggie!" Reita giggled.
The laughed as they ran down the road, losing their breathes soon after. They slowed to a stop, letting the stray get away while they were hunched over, gasping for air and laughing. They huffed as they straightened up.
"We past the bus stop." Reita said. He went to turn as they started walking, but part of the sidewalk was raised causing him to trip. He yelped as he started falling, but the raven quickly grabbed a hold of him and held him up. Reita found himself clenching the other's shirt, his body pressed up against him as his feet were off balance. He looked up into the other's eyes and felt his face heating up. He couldn't stop himself. He rubbed Die's cheek as he raised up and kissed his lips. The guitarist's eyes grew wide as shock stunned his body from moving. Reita slowly opened his eyes as he carefully pulled away from the soft lips. He looked up into the surprised face and suddenly felt scared.
"I'm sorry. Oh god, I'm so stupid." He whimpered pulled away, but before he could get out of the other's hold, the raven had pulled his head back into another kiss. The blonde moaned as he felt the other's tongue force it's way inside his mouth. He looked at the closed eyes and blushing cheeks of the other man. He relaxed, closing his eyes, he allowed the man to kiss him and he kissed back as he snaked his arms around Die's neck, pulling them closer. The innocent kiss turned more passionate, then more lustful and sloppy every minute that past. They finally pulled away to look at each other in the eyes. The guitarist rubbed the blonde's blushing cheek before going down for another kiss.
Die kicked the door to his flat open as he and the bassist continued to make out as they walked in. He closed the door as they threw off their shoes, but the raven got impatient. He started attacking Reita's lips again, making them lose balance and fall onto the hard floor, but that didn't stop them. The blonde rubbed his legs against the elder's thigh as they continued their make-out session. Die started rubbing against the bassist's body, making him moan through their kiss. Reita rubbed his hands under the raven's shirt, feeling the hard muscles that were built there. He slowly raised the shirt, forcing the guitarist to break from the kiss to take it off. Reita sat up with him and started kissing on his chest as he rubbed his fingers all over it. Die threw his head back, feeling the soft lips press against his skin and the rough fingers grazing his side. He moved his hand down and lifted the blonde's chin up, making him pull away. The guitarist leaned down to plant another kiss, forcing them back on the floor. Reita kissed back, unbuckling the pants of the other. He slipped his cold hand into the warm space and gripped the hardening prize inside. Die moaned into the kiss and thrusted, telling the blonde to do more. The bassist started stroking the cock while pressing his own clothed covered one against the taller man. He started unbuckling his own jeans to pleasure himself, but his hand was swiped away. Die looked down with a blood red face as he slipped his large hand into the blonde's pants. Reita moaned, feeling the calloused fingers grip him and pleasure him as well. It felt amazingly hot as they kissed, thrusted and rubbed each other. The blonde finally pulled away, taking heavy breathes and shaky moans. Die smiled down at him before standing up and pulling the other up with him. They stumbled to the couch where the raven sat and Reita got on his knees. He looked up at the guitarist, who pulled out his erection and patted his thigh, making the other smiled. The blonde crawled between the legs and rubbed the thighs before bringing the member closer to his face. He gave it a few good strokes before he kissed up it and gave it a good lick. He kissed the tip, then brought his lips around it, making Die shutter with delight. He gave it a suck before moving his head around in a circle, then swirling his tongue as he did so. The older man moaned as he gripped the blonde hair. The raven felt his body heat up as sensations shot through his body faster and faster. He looked down to watch Reita suck down, taking more into his mouth as he pumped the base. Die never knew he could find a man sucking a dick erotic, but damn this was hot to him. He thrusted a few times when he got overexcited, but tried to stay calm, however, the bassist was pro at what he was doing. Reita finally pulled off, disappointing the raven, but the other was soon standing and dropping his pants to the floor. The blonde kicked them to the side before taking his own two fingers into his mouth and sucking on them. He got back on his knees and pulled them out, rubbing them together to make sure they were nice and wet. He moved them behind him and carefully slip them in, making himself moan. Die watched as the other's face turned blood red and thrusted his own fingers deep inside himself. Reita moaned out, but silenced himself by wrapping his lips around the raven's cockhead. The guitarist threw his head back on the couch as he felt the tongue work its magic on his member. This was definitely new to him, but he loved it. He loved every second, every moan, gasp, thrust, lick, and suck of this. He gripped the blonde's hair and started thrusting harder into the mouth. Reita finally pulled his head away and gasped for air. He looked up at the raven as he slipped his fingers out. As if they were thinking the same thing, they both stood up and looked over at the bed across the room. Die grabbed the blonde's hand and dragged him over to it where he pushed the younger one onto his back. The raven removed his remaining clothes before crawling on top of the other man. They started kissing again as their hands started exploring each other's bodies. The guitarist soon pulled away only to suck down on Reita's pale neck, making him moan. He felt the younger's hands graze his back as he slowly moved down his chest to the nipple. He licked it lightly before biting down on it, making Reita yelp in ecstasy. He raised up and licked up to the bassist's neck where he planted a soft kiss.
"I want to fuck you so bad." Die whispered.
The blonde raised up to his ear. "Then why don't you?" He licked the shell of the ear before lightly biting onto it, making the other grunt. The raven pushed him down, but made him scoot up closer to the headboard. He reached into the nightstand to pull out some lube and a condom. Reita opened his legs up and raised them up a little. "I already prepared myself."
The raven shook his head, grabbing the condom packet. Ripping it open with his teeth, he started moving himself between the sexy limbs that gave him access to the most sinful things. He stared down at the sweaty body as he encased his member. He grabbed the lube and squirted a good amount in his hand to coat himself with. This may be first time with a man, but it wasn't his first time doing anal. He looked at the puckering entrance, then at the blonde he was about have sex with. Reita blushed as he raised his hips a little. His arms already gripping at Die's shoulders. The raven leaned over more so the other could get a better grip and so he could place himself. He was about to have a forbidden fruit that had already been plucked from its tree. The impureness was there, yet he couldn't help, but take a bite. He closed his eyes as he started pushing in. Reita's grip tightened the deeper he penetrated until the blonde was clawing at him with a shivering moan. Die's own body trembled from the euphoric warmth taking over his body even though it was only engulfed at on spot. He looked down at the man beneath him, looking at his flushing cheeks and heavy breathes made this much hotter. The blonde pulled Die's head down into a breathtaking kiss and the raven couldn't take it anymore. He slowly pulled out and thrusted back in, making them both moan. Their bodies slowly rubbed each other as their kisses were rough, yet their hands were gently holding each other. More sweat formed each passing moment, but it helped their bodies slide against each other. Their hair stuck to their faces and each other's faces as the liquid built up. The heat they emitted only further stimulated their senses beyond control. Lips met lips, then skin, then back to lips and tongues fought as their bodies held a peaceful pleasure. Their tangled fingers, though sweaty, couldn't slip apart. As their chests rubbed against each other they felt each other's strong heartbeats. The pulsing sensations only grew, forcing their kisses to break apart from moans of bliss. Reita sucked his mouth down on Die's salty shoulder to muffle his own moans. The raven gasped as his thrusts started getting shorter and harder. The bassist whimpered in pleasure as he felt the ending coming soon. He squeezed the other's hand and sucked harder. Die moaned out loudly as he sped up more. His body started tensing up as the euphoric moment came closer and closer. He leaned down and bit onto Reita's neck thrusting hard one last time. Waves of pure heat shot though his body, down into the pit of his stomach. He gave a few more short thrusts as he felt the waves calming down and sensations falling away. He finally opened his eyes and slowly pulled out, making Reita shudder. He pulled the full rubber off and threw it to the side. The blonde moved his hand down to finish himself up, but it was slapped away. He sat up to see Die smiling and moving his hand down to the twitching stem of nerves. Reita moaned out, feeling the other's hand stroking it. He laid back and closed his eyes to concentrate on the hand. It slowed for a moment, but then he could feel the other's heat beside him. He looked over to find Die laying next to him, but still massaging him. The bassist leaned over to suck on the raven's shoulder as he moaned. He gripped the other's arm as it got faster and he started to whimper loudly. He felt a surge of pleasure shoot through him, making his hips thrust into the air. He pulled his mouth away to moan as he shot his seeds onto his own stomach. He thrusted a few more times into the hand before his body finally dropped onto the mattress. They sat there taking deep breaths, their hands still locked together as their eyes fell shut.
The next morning, Reita woke up nice and comfy on Die's shoulder. He smiled as he leaned up and kissed the raven's cheek, making him stir a bit. The blonde blushed as he snuggled closer to the man. Die's eyes finally opened up a little later. He felt the body of another person. He looked down to find a smiling blonde laying on top of him, naked. He blinked a few times before it finally hit him. He slapped himself in the face.
"Oh no. We did 'it', didn't we?"
Reita's smile suddenly disappeared. "Yes."
"Fuck." The raven sat up, forcing the other to do the same. "Suzuki, oh man. I'm so sorry. I wasn't thinking last night. I really am sorry, but this shouldn't have happened."
'I should have seen this coming.' The blonde looked down, refusing to look at the guy. "It's ok. I shouldn't have started it. I knew you were straight, but I…I was just being stupid. I just thought…I really wanted…I…"
"Suzuki?"
"I have to go. I'm late for work." The bassist jumped off the bed and quickly gathered his clothes from around the couch. Die scratched his head, feeling like total crap. He knew Reita was gay, he knew the man was looking for a relationship, yet he was a total asshole and treated him that way. The raven quickly got up, slipped his pants on and rushed to the door where the blonde was getting ready to leave.
"Suzuki wait." He grabbed the bassist's shoulder and turned only to be shocked by a tear running down his face.
"I have to go." The blonde yelped in a shaky voice. He grabbed his shoes and ran out the door, not even putting them on first. The raven ran his hand through his hair and growled at the closed door.
"Fuck!" He yelled punching it.
Later that day, Reita stepped into his band's studio. He was pretty late, but the expression on his face prevented the members from yelling at him. Instead, they were worried. Ruki approached him first.
"Reita, are you ok?"
"Does it look like I'm ok?"
"What's wrong then?" The singer asked.
The blonde glared at him. "Next you set me up a date, make sure he isn't straight! Better yet, don't ever set up a date for me again!"
"Hey calm down." Uruha said softly. He grabbed his friend's hand and pulled him out of the room. They headed out front and sat on a bench. "What happened?"
"I did the one thing I told myself I wouldn't do unless I was serious."
"Rei?"
"I opened to him and I…was so stupid. He told me he was straight. I fucking seduced him, then this morning…"Reita slapped himself in the face. "I felt so comfortable with him. I felt like I could be myself. He was so nice to me, even when he knew my sexuality. He still wanted to be friends. But I fucked it all up. Like I fuck everything else up."
The guitarist simply hugged his friend. "You don't fuck things up. It'll get better. I promise."
Four days have passed and Die's mood hasn't been that great. It was their first meeting of the week and he was ready to blow up. He slammed the door open and glared at the other guitarist and drummer.
"Um…Die?" Kyo was confused. The raven stomped over to the two band mates.
"You fucking assholes!" His loud voice shocked them. "Did you think that shit would be funny?"
The two looked at each other, then at him. Shinya raised a brow. "What would be funny?"
"The date you set up that was supposed to be a chick! You fuckers sent a gay guy!"
The two looked at each other again, before Kaoru responded. "No we didn't dude. We sent Azumi, from filing. She came up to me earlier and said you never showed up. Where the fuck were you and how did you end up with a guy?" He laughed, but Die didn't find it funny at all. His face was red from being slightly embarrassed.
"Fuck it! I'm going home!" The raven growled. He slammed the door shut on his way out and headed down to his car. On the drive home several things popped in his mind. 'That date was never supposed to happen? That man was hurt because we had the same meeting spot, but different dates. I seriously thought it was a prank. I guess should have never took him out, but then he would have never kissed me. We wouldn't have done that. Yeah, it was strange, but the more I think about it, the more I want to do it again.' He blushed when he thought that. He stepped on the gas and rushed back to his flat. When he did finally get there, he rushed up and slammed his door shut. He plopped down on the couch and turned on the tv, hoping to distract him for at least a minute. He listened to the announcer as she was introducing someone.
"Our special guests of the day are, The Gazette!" The audience clapped at the band stepped onto the stage and took their seats. "The Gazette is rising Visual Kei band who just released a new single."Die's eyes traveled the band members until he fell upon the one with spiky blonde hair. He looked so familiar but continued to listen. "So the question of the day is, 'When's the last time you felt really happy?' We'll start form the left with Reita-san."
The blonde scratched his head and laughed making the raven's mouth drop. "It couldn't be" He muttered, turning the volume up.
The bassist moved in his seat a little. "Last time I was really happy…this past weekend. I had a date."
The audience 'awed' in response. The announcer smiled. "How was it?"
"It was nice. We talked and joked around. It was really fun. I really enjoyed it, however, I wasn't their type. I had to leave so it was also really sad."
"Aww!" the audience and the announcer synchronized. "How unfortunate. I'm very sorry to hear that. I hope you better luck in the future."
Die jumped out of the chair and ran to look for the jeans he had worn that day.
After the interview was over the band had headed over to the studio to grab their things, then headed home. Reita was grabbing his bass when his phone rang. He looked at the number that he didn't know, but shrugged and answered it anyways. "Hello?"
"Why didn't you tell me you were in a famous band?"That voice made the blonde's heart speed up.
"You never asked."
Die laughed. "I saw the interview today. Did I really hurt you that bad?"
"I'd rather not talk about it."
"I'm sorry. I really am. I never meant to hurt you. That was never my intention. However, these past few days, I've been thinking how much fun that was. I really would like to do it again. With you preferably. I'd also like to talk about something."
Reita flushed. "Re-really?"
"Yeah, to be honest, I can't stop thinking about that night."
"Me either." The blonde mumbled.
Die smiled. "Want to meet up at the same park?"
Reita smiled as well. "What time?"
