So I LOVED last week episode of Glee. The last scene between Rachel and Finn made me cry. Finn and Quinn have really made me upset this past few days. Argh... I know that Finchel is going to come back. But right now. Rachel needs to be single and get back to determined Season One Rachel (with a friendly side) and it looks like Finn's gone back to Season One Finn too. The one that couldnt make up his mind between Quinn and Rachel. Now he seriously needs to find out what he wants ( Rachel duh)...

Anyways enjoy!

"Did you feel fireworks when you kissed me?"

How could you answer that? No. You never felt fireworks with her. It was different with her. Simply being around her gave you chills. Pecking her on the cheek made you feel giddy. And kissing her wasn't like a firework. It was better. It was a hot burning passion inside, that didn't even have a name. You'd feel so happy because you were there with her. Holding her. Loving her. Kissing her. And sad because she might leave. Or something might happen and you'd lose her. And you did.

So there you lay. Sick. Cold. Building up a fever. Feeling horrible. And speechless. You try to say something. Anything. You can't. Mostly because she's there. And that's how much of control she has over you. You say nothing. You stupidly managed out a little smile.

She goes to leave.

"Rachel, wait" You call out. Don't go. Stay. You think. You raise your head and it feels so heavy.

"No. This is good. Thank you" She says quietly, looking at the ground. Like she can't bear to even look at you. "You've given me the strength to move on. I know now that there's nothing here for me anymore."

No. This can't keep happening. You can't keep losing her.

"That's not the truth. I still-" Love you. You do. But you can't say it. "I'm just so confused in my head right now."

"No its ok I understand. Now I can pursue my dreams without anything holding me back."

She doesn't understand. Why does this hurt so much? And your not talking about the mono.

She tells you, that you inspired her for the love song assignment. Fireworks. And she leaves.

The person. The person that your girlfriends always ended up being. The person you once hated. You've become that person. Its happened to you before. But you apologized and it was over. You hate this person.

You lay your head back down and think.

Because right now. That's what you have to do. Think.