If I could come back to you, and see your handsome face,
I'd have so much to say.
If I could tell you the truth, something I couldn't before,
I'd rest forever.
If for only a moment, I could come to you, and you'd see me,
And I'd tell you everything.
I was afraid of you, your true self, the real Kyou,
Because I wasn't strong.
I said I loved you because that's what mothers were supposed to say,
But I don't know if I meant it.
I cried every night, because I had given birth to such a monster,
I regretted it so much.
I was not a mother to you. I was a barrier, only in the way
Between you and the world.
But, Kyou, I am watching over you, and for the first time I can say,
I'm proud of you.
You are a man, Kyou. You are leaving your beautiful mark on the world,
Like I thought you couldn't.
And you've found true love. You've found someone who loves you for you,
Who truely accepts you.
And there's nothing more I regret than never preparing you for it,
true love.
She is very lucky to have someone so caring, so loving, so understanding,
My darling son.
I would never ask you to for you to forgive me. It is not fair to ask.
I really hurt you.
I would never ask you to consider me as if I were truely a mother to you,
Because I wasn't.
But Kyou, please don't ever believe anyone who says that it was your fault.
It's no one's but my own.
And so, Kyou, I know you hold a lot of hate in your strong heart,
I understand. But I accept you now that I've really seen you, without my blindfold,
I see you now.
I wish I could tell you that one thing, though I will never see you again.
I love you Kyou.
And I am very proud of you.
