So, I am like wow writers block. I am like I don't want to edit. I am like quick unedited fic. So here you go. It's a one-shot unless more is request. I also have no time line or what season it goes in.

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I wouldn't go that far. I wouldn't say that. I wouldn't take this all the way to that place. I mean come on. Who would ever believe that? Just those eyes staring into my soul and I thought about going that far. Could those green eyes tell? What did they see staring into my soul like that.

"Earth to Cas." said the green eyes

I searched for my name, and I searched for his name. I might just be that Cas. "Dean, I wouldn't go that far." I said.

"Why not?" said Dean defensively

"Why do you want to?" I asked

"He dragged my brother to hell, Cas. I have been there. I want to kill him in every single way ever possible." said Dean

"That's not you." I said holding onto my perfect picture of him

"It is me. It has always been me. Killing monsters and protecting my brother that is what I do. That is all I am." said Dean

"You are more than that." I said

"What if I don't want to be more than that?" he asked with a sadden look in his eyes.

"You have to be." I said

"Who says I have to be?" he said

"You just do Dean. You always look out for your soul and everyone else around you. It's why I trust you." I argued trying to make him understand he was better than this.

"Why?" he asked

"He is a human. He had no idea what he was doing to Sam. He has no clue. You can't just kill him." I shouted.

"Sam is the only good thing in my life." he yelled back

I was horrified. He was tossing away everyone in his life expect for Sam. He also was breaking one of the few rules he had. Maybe he wasn't the Dean I thought he was. Maybe he was just human like everyone else. If he was everyone else, my reason for being here was useless. I decided to go elsewhere. I herd him call Cas but that was a nickname and I was gone.

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Dean found me a couple of hours later. I was at a local park. It was a place I could relax and think. "You are right." said Dean

I didn't say anything. It was his turn to tell me his reason for being here. "You are right about me." said Dean

There was a pause. I knew he was gathering his thoughts. "I wouldn't go that far. That is not who I am."

Another pause. "Sam isn't the only good thing in my life. There is pie." He said and chuckled.

I just starred into the night sky. Dean really loves pie. "There is also Bobby and well" Dean took another pause. "You are... you know... pretty good."

"I am an angel, most people describe us as good." I said

"You know what I mean." said Dean

"No." I said

"I mean I care for you like family." said Dean

"Why are you saying that?" I asked

"I thought you stormed off because I said that Sam was the only good thing in my life." said Dean

"I did not cause storms. I just went to a park." I said

"Well you disappeared after I said that." said Dean in a disappointed tone

He sounded disappointed at himself. I decided to explain myself. "Dean I hold you to the highest standards I have. When you do not meet them, I doubt everything I believe." I said

"That's a pretty stupid bet to place on me." Dean replied.

"It is not a bet. It is a faith." I said

"Why me?" Dean asked

"I always think you are different." I answered

Silence filled the air. "Let's go get Sammy out of hell Cas or I might have to handle more of these girly conversations. I am really bad at these." said Dean.

"I know." I said.

He smiled a little. I returned it. Then we got into the impala to get Sam out of hell.

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So it was thrown together. I kinda want to write from Sam's point of view IF I do another one. Much love.