Cheer Up (Male!Yokune Ruko oneshot)

Notes:

1. The Yokune Ruko that appears in this one shot is Male and the one that is mentioned is Female.

2. I think Miko Ooka has problems spelling her K's.

WARNING: This has a lot of yelling, mentions of death, depression and censored swearing because I don't like writing swears.

"Ruko?" Ritsu Namine, one of Ruko's best friends. "Are you alright?"

Ruko refused to respond. Even since the death of his sister, who is literally his female form, he has been very quiet around others. The only person he'd talk to is Ooka Miko. She is like a younger sister to him.

"Leave him alone, Ritsu." Rook said, appearing. "The *censored* of his sister would like it."

"What did yoy call our sister?!" Ruko growled.

Ritsu stood back, knowing that Ruko would get a huge temper when they talked about his sister.

"Your sister. That *censroed* woman was like a *censored* to me." Rook shrugged.

"SHE DOESN'T DESERVE TO BE SUFFERING BECAUSE OF YOU!!"

Ruko punched Rook in the face. Ritsu gasped. Ruko came back to his senses anf gasped when he saw Rook in pain.

"Oh my god..." He whispered to himself. He was truly regretting it.

"You don't deserve a family, *censored*..." Rook growled at Ruko and left.

The female UTAU were getting worried that Ruko would end up like his own sister. Without noticing, Ruko ran away.

"Ruko!!" Ritsu screamed. "Come back!!"

The calls went deaf on Ruko's ears as he left the scene. Ritsu felt guilty about him. He was his best friend, but he can't do anything to help him.

"What do I do?" He whispered to himself.

Ruko saw that he arrived to the roof of the UTAU appartment building. His depression was causing him to do actions he doesn't want to do. He once almost hurt Meiji, he also yelled at Teto when she touched him and now he hurt Rook.

"Why do I have to suffer like this?" He whispered, tears falling down his eyes.

"WHY IS THIS *censored* WORLD SO *censored* UNFAIR TO ME?!?!?!"

The echoes of his screams could be heard. He then felt to his knees, tears falling down even faster. He tried not to sob. If his sister was there, she'd dry his tears off. But no... she's dead. She was killed by a car crash.

"Rook's right..." He whispered to himself... "I don't deserve a family..."

"Don't say that..." A young voice was heard.

He turned around and saw Miko. She has a worried look on her face.

"Miko?" Ruko looked at her confusedly. "Why are you here? You should be in bed."

"I was verry worried about you, Rumo." Miko said. She can't pronounce her K's. "Big brother Roof is messing with your head. He wants you to feel more lonely."

Ruko didn't respond. Only soft sobs were coming out of him.

"You miss Runo, right?" Miko asked. She knew Ruko's sister so well that she misses her too.

Ruko nodded. And not taking anymore, he started crying. He was too hurt to avoid his sister's death. Miko hugged him.

"Don't hide the pain." She whispered. "Cry all you want. And always think of her. Because she is always in your heart."

Ruko continued crying. He was glad Miko was there for him, just like he was there for her.

Ritsu looked at the scene from an open door.

"Miko is such a brave child." He whispered to himself.

END