AN: Ello. Please Read and don't be afraid to review. I can handle criticism :D. Anyway a bit about the story... Well it came to me like other stories i write when i was about to go to sleep :( and as usually i think up a really good idea and fall asleep and then when i write it up the next day it's not as good as when i started writing it out in my head. Damn my memory. Anyway Tis as usually a SasuSaku fic because i just love the pairing :D. To see completly what it's like do read.

Disclaimer: Me no own Naruto. If i did you's know. Trust me :)

Warning: contains slight lemon maybe it will contain strong lemons in later chapters. Me no no yet :S anyway just be aware :D ty for your time now read and hopefully enjoy...



It was almost midnight, I had just come home from a mission and seeked my sleep more than anything else in the world

It was almost midnight, I had just come home from a mission and seeked my sleep more than anything else in the world. It wasn't a hard mission but it was one with little sleep. I was in the middle of getting changed into my nightwear when I heard a knock at my front door. I grabbed my near by dressing gown and covered my half naked body with it.

Walking towards my door I began to wonder who was at my door. It was late at night and most of the village would be asleep. A new mission perhaps but then again I just came back from one so that was close to impossible. I reached my door, I unlocked it and when I opened it I found… nobody. I looked down the hallway and there was nobody in sight and I could feel no Chakra signatures apart from my neighbours of course. I closed my door and locked it once more.

"Must have been the wind" I said as I walked towards my bedroom to finish getting changed and then finally get the sleep I deserve. I walked into my bedroom and took my nightgown off. Leaving me in only my underwear.

I walked towards my closet to something to wear for bed when I felt a presence behind me. I was about to turn around and see who it was but was stopped my the person kissing my neck. In my mind I wanted t turn around and push them away and yet I could not. These kisses I was receiving felt so good. Better than anything I had felt before. Sure I had been kissed before on my neck but never had I felt so much pleasure from it.

The kissed however soon turned into sucking and biting. It felt even better but I knew I couldn't let this person get away with what he was doing. For all I know he could start raping me at any time.

"Stop it, please." I said in a raspy voice. I heard a small chuckle, he could tell I was enjoying the contact.

"I thought this is what you always wanted Sakura. Isn't that why you used t stalk me around the village? So you could have me? Well Sakura I've finally decided you can have me. If I were you I'd take advantage of this opportunity while I can" A familiar voice said to me. A voice I thought I would never hear again. I

turned around as fast as I could and was met by a large chest. I looked up and saw the most handsome face ever. He had changed over the years but he was still him. The boy I fell in love with only now that boy had grown into a man.

"Sasuke. Why are you here?" I asked him.

"This is my home. I thought I had a right to come back." The man aka Sasuke said.

"You know what I mean. Why are you in my home?" I asked him again.

"For you. I want you Sakura. I need you. Now no more questions. You know how I hate to talk, it just wastes time." Sasuke answered.

I was about to reply when he leant down and kissed me. At first it was gentle but he soon started to kiss me with more urgency. Like this was the last time he would ever get to kiss me. Well if he did think that he was wrong. I felt his tongue stroke my lips, asking for entrance. At first I teased him and didn't open my mouth but he solved that problem by himself by moving his hand up to my breast. As I gasped he stuck his tongue into my mouth and I could feel him smirking at his victory. Soon enough though my mouth became uninteresting and he began to kiss my neck again sucking every now and then leaving his mark there. He did not stop at my neck though, he carried on moving down until he came to an obstruction in his path which he took care of in seconds leaving the top half of my body completely naked.

He had carried on from there giving me pleasure in every possible way. His kisses they felt so right like he was the only one made to kiss me. With every touch I got Goosebumps and my legs turned to jelly. At one stage he even had to hold me up. The best thing by far though was feeling him inside of me. At first it had been painful as he broke my virgin barrier but the pain soon turned into pure pleasure. The strange thing is the whole time I knew I was committing a sin and at times I wanted to stop it but I could not. I needed to fell the way I did. I needed him to be there with me doing the things we did. A sin it may be but it felt like the most right thing to do in the world.

Last thing I remember of that great night was falling asleep in the arms of my love. It had been so comfortable and that night I had the best sleep in the history of sleep. Yet I woke up alone and cold. The space on the bed next to me empty. My first thought was that he had gone to get a shower but I heard no water running. Maybe he was eating then? I searched the whole house but found no trance of him anywhere. I got dressed and searched the village also. Yet still no sign of him. It was almost as though he had never been there. I know he had been though. He had left again. He left me alone. I was nothing more to him than a free easy fuck. That fact hurt me more than anything else in the world. I loved him and for a few moments the night previous I thought he felt the same. How wrong I had been. My mistake had caused me the one thing I can never get back… my virginity, my pureness.


9 months later…

"One last push Sakura your almost there." Tsunade said to me.

I squeezed my best friends hand as tightly as I could and with a loud scream I pushed as hard as I could. Seconds later a cry was heard. I looked over to Tsunade.

"Congratulations Sakura it's a girl. She's a right beauty as well." Tsunade said as she handed over the bundle in her arms after stopping the cries. She then walked out of the room. Probably to get some Sake or something like that.

I took a hold of the baby. My baby. I looked down at her. She was beautiful indeed. She had my pink hair and her father's onyx eyes. Looking into them eyes I remembered the night she was conceived. A magical night with such a horrible ending.

"She's sooooo cute billboard-brow. I can't believe that cuties yours. She's way too cute to have any of your genetics" Ino my annoying blonde best friend said as she stuck out her tongue at me.

"pig" I said to her. I looked down once more at the sleeping bundle in my arms. "Wanna hold her pig?"

"Of course I do. I was wondering when you'd ask" Ino said as she took the baby out of my arms. "Hello sweetie I'm your aunty Ino." Ino said to my daughter.

Wow daughter that sounds weird. I never imagined being a mother at such a young age. A mother at 16. I suppose it was no wonder my mother and father were so disappointed when I told them I was pregnant all those months ago. They were even more disappointed when I told them who the father was. It was there disappointment in me that caused their death. No I didn't kill them. They were on a mission and their minds were on me at least that's what I'm guessing that's what made them distracted. Either way they had been distracted and didn't notice the enemy Nin. They were taken down in seconds.

I never once cried when I found out. Sure I was upset about heir death but my parents and I were never close. They had always been against everything I did. I wanted to be a ninja they said it was a stupid idea. They told me I was not strong enough. Then when I told them of my love for Sasuke they told me I was an idiot. He would never like me I wasn't in his range. When Sasuke left and I told them I had seen him the night before they called me weak for not being able to stop him. When I started training under Tsunade they called me unworthy. I was not good enough to work under the Hokage. When I told them I was going to become a medic-nin they said I could never save any lives. When I got pregnant they said I was no longer their daughter, it was too shameful for them. When I told them Sasuke was the father they said and I quote "We told you, you were out of his range. You couldn't stop him from leaving all them years ago because you were and still are weak and he knew it. We tried to protect you for years from him and now look; he's got you pregnant from a one night stand. You were only something to help pass the time. A slut." I didn't speak to them from that day on and I don't regret it now there dead. They've never wanted me that much is clear. To be as cruel as to call me a slut though and say I could never have Sasuke. That was too far. I did have Sasuke, how else would I have got pregnant. They seemed not to realise that.

"So have you thought of a name Sakura?" Ino asked.

"I was thinking Sakurako" I told her "Sakurako Uchiha"

"Uchiha? Sakura don't you think she should have you last name?" Ino asked me.

"No. It is only right that the child takes on their fathers last name." I said. "Oh by the way pig, I just remembered something… Will you go get the others? I'm sure they'll all want to see their new niece."

Ino nods handing me back Sakurako and exits the room to find the rest of the gang. I look down at my child. So beautiful. If only her father was here to see her. Yet I know he wouldn't care too much for a child in his life. She would only get in the way of his revenge.

"You should be resting now Sakura" Tsunade said form her position at the door. It seems she had come in while I had been thinking about Sasuke.

"The others still haven't seen her yet Tsunade-sama" I told her. She walked over to me and looked down at Sakurako. "Want to hold her?" Tsunade looked at me as though I said something crazy yet she still nodded. I handed Sakurako over to Tsunade who took her with delight.

"Sakurako Uchiha. She has a bit of mine and her fathers name that way" Tsunade was about to interrupt me but I carried on predicting what she wanted to say "I know you don't agree to me using Uchiha but… I don't want her growing up knowing nothing of her father at all. It's not a lot but having his last name… it will remind her that she does have a father out there."

"Sakura please reconsider this. It may just cause her distress when she grows older. No doubt she will learn of the Uchiha history, her father. It can only bring depression to her. Especially if she finds out that she was conceived because her Dad needed a quick shag." Tsunade told me.

I felt tears well up in my eyes as I remembered waking up the morning after that special night to find Sasuke gone. I remembered the way I felt, the way I still feel. Betrayed, Used, Abandoned, Unloved. It's strange how he can cause me so much pain and yet I carry on to love him with all my heart.

"With all respect hime I wish her to have her fathers last name. As for her learning the Uchiha history, so be it. She has a right to know her families past. However concerning her father I will tell her he died on a mission and was buried in the village which he died. I don't think she needs to know of the truth about that and I doubt everyone in the village is going to run around telling her." I said as I wiped away my the tears in my eyes.

"Aye so be it. However Sakura, this way the whole village will find out about your night with Sasuke, We've been able to make them think it was someone else so far but with his name everyone will know. Many will hate you for it. Some because he betrayed our village others because they liked him their selves." Tsunade told me. I looked at her and a sad smile adorned my face.

"They already hate me. I'm a shame to the village. A teenage mother. Nothing more than a slut that couldn't keep my hormones under control. I can handle anything they throw at me." I told her

"Hai, just forget about what I said Sakura my dear." Tsunade said to me.

"Tsunade-sama, while were on the discussion of the baby, I was wondering… well, since I started training under you, you've been like a mother to me and I was hoping you could be a grandparent for Sakurako. I know it's a lot to ask and I know you don't like any term which could make you feel old but… well she has nobody else and your so important to me I was hoping you could be to her." I told her solemnly.

"Of course I will Sakura. I love you as a daughter, I mean you practically are my daughter and no doubt I'll love my grandchild also." Tsunade said to me. She looked down at Sakurako and gave her a kiss on the forehead. "She really does look like you."

"Hai, but she also has her fathers appearance. Even though he left I'm glad. You know Tsunade-sama, as scared as I was to be a mother, looking at her now, I'm so happy, so glad I didn't have an abortion. I couldn't live with myself if I had." I told her

"Indeed, I think I would have killed you if you had though. There's no getting rid of my grandchild. Isn't that right Sakurako." In reply Sakurako gave a yawn and opened up her beautiful onyx orbs. "Wow she knows her name already. You've got a sm…"

"Where's my niece" Naruto shouted to the world as he walked through the doors into my room.

He looked at me expectantly and saw no baby. Panic was shown in his eyes for a moment until he saw a bundle of cloth in Tsunade's arm, he ran over to her and looked at Sakurako. The rest of the gang soon followed in and also crowded around Tsunade to look at the child. A chorus of "awwww" and "she's so cute" came from the gang. They all had a turn at holding her and greeting her into the somewhat family. Even Neji held her and said hello to the shock of everyone.

About an hour passed and finally the gang said there goodbye's and left me to get some well deserved rest. After all giving birth isn't a quick or easy process. Sakurako sleeped in a small crib next to my bed. I gave her one last look and smiled happily before I fell asleep.


AN: And there it was. Btw for those who actually read this... i know i always put but An's on every chapter of every story but i do have reasons for what i do.. you see i like to actually communicate with you readers... Sure it may be annoying sometimes but it's the thought that counts :D. Anyway please do review. Tell me what you think. Good, bad? -crosses fingers- hopefully good :) anyway goodbye for now x x x