Tara is thinking about the events in her life after she leaves Sookie with her new hairstyle
I'm a Survivor
Sam being a shifter was the last straw; if you are going to sleep with someone then you should at least tell them that you are some kind of supernatural. Although, Sam telling me that he's a shape shifter is a little better than being some psycho vampire. I just wished that he should have told me sooner.
If Sookie wants to associate with vampires and werewolves then that's her problem but I can take this anymore. All she's ever done since meeting Bill was get her nearly killed and all under the name of love. I love Sook, but the girl needs to use sense just because a guy is great in bed doesn't mean that he is "forever" material. Sometimes I can't even tell out of those two is the worse; Bill acted like a complete gentleman to Sookie and helped saved all our lives while the town was under the spell of MaryAnn but he cheated on Sookie and drained her to near death after she saved his undeserving life while Franklin glamoured me, tied me up, raped me and almost forced me to become his vampire bride. All I can say is that I'm just glad that she's finally going to be over him
You think you know someone and then you discover a different side to them. Sam being a shifter nearly killing half his staff and Sook turning into something out of a Tammy Wynette song seems a bit calmer compared to being a slave to a witch, having a killer for a boyfriend and being raped by Franklin. At least with mama, I can expect her to be a "holier than thou" bitch that despite all that she's done to me, I still have some love for her. I do hope that she does find happiness even if I have no right to judge on how she will find it. One thing that I always be grateful to mama is that she gave me few days of love and peace after she had her fake exorcism.
I will miss Lafayette, Sam and Sook even that stupid Jason *laughs*. They are the only people that I will regret in leaving behind and I know that everyone has been helpful after Sookie and I got back from Jackson but they can understand why I had to leave, although I feel bad for lying to Sookie in telling her that I was coming back after seeing Lafayette, but getting the hell out of here was not like half the stuff that I did today even cutting my hair something I had carefully thought out. I don't know if I'll ever forgive Jason about what happen to Eggs but I can understand why he died. I only knew him for a few weeks but I know that I loved him and I will continue to mourn over him for as long as possible. Leaving is right now the best cure for me, I do believe that good things will happen to me soon but I am a little worried about what's going to happen out there but I have confidence in something good.
Glad I'm leaving Bon Temps; I don't know how long I'll be gone but I seriously doubt that it's gonna be forever.
