Hi All, thank you so much for reading my story. I have a bunch of stories on the site, mainly Chicago Fire. I love the show.
This doesn't really follow the timeline of the show, just my own version of Firehouse 51 land.
Casey and Severide have a secret….will they get found out or continue their life of secrecy.
I am in school right now, so I don't have a lot of time to update. I will try to update as much as I can when I can.
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Chapter 1: Secret
No one knew they were together. It's been a 6-month secret between them. The main goal in the relationship so far has been to make sure no one found out about them. It was easy for them, so long as her brother's didn't find out.
It was easy with a routine. The usually spent their days off together and their nights when they could. He crashed at her place on his days off. She worked rotating 12/24hr shifts and then got the next 24hrs off. He worked similar shifts, only that he got 48hrs off after working. They were able to spend at least 3 days out of the week together. It worked for them to be discrete with their relationship.
It was Sunday night and they were both off shift. She knew he would find his way to her apartment fast enough. She planned ahead and made dinner. She was excited. They got to spend the night together. Juliana has to work in the morning, but they had the night together.
He got to her apartment in no time. He couldn't leave the firehouse fast enough. She lived on the 4th floor, so he ran up the stairs. He was anxious to see her. He knocked on her door and rested his hand on the edge to lean against the door frame.
She smiled at the knock and almost instantly felt butterflies in her stomach. She took off her
"I a firefighter" apron to reveal her outfit. On her days off when she was alone, she was usually in sweats and a tank top, but when he came to visit, she was excited and actually tried to look nice. She let her hair down and ruffled it up a little.
Johnny took a sharp intake of breath when she opened the door. There stood his girl in skin tight jeans, black wedge boots, and a thin lacy camisole under a sheer white top. She planned it all to match. She left her naturally curly hair down. Johnny was in awe. It was three days since he saw her and he missed her so much. She was the best thing in his life. She's exactly what he needed after the shift he had.
Johnny looked at her with lust blown eyes. He wanted her so bad, that it was becoming painful. He was thinking about her all shift. He couldn't wait to come home to her. He looked forward to it after every shift.
He was trying to reign in his control. What really threw him over the edge was the completely innocent look she gave him. She looked incredibly sexy.
"Damn Jules" he said as he pulled her to him. He wrapped his arms around her waist.
She wrapped her arms around his neck and played with the little hairs at the nape of his neck. She smiled up at him and looked at him form under her lashes.
"Whatever are you talking about Lieutenant?" she teased.
His eyes rolled back into his head. He groaned and smashed his lips against hers as she reached behind him to shut the door. He turned with her in his arms and slammed her into it before he started to grind into her.
"MHMHMMM" she sighed and pulled away from his lips to really look into his eyes. She knew something was wrong. She missed him too but she could tell his movements were erratic. He grinned and smiled as he cupped her face and caressed her cheeks.
"Hi Princess" he greeted
She smiled and gave him a quick kiss, "Hi Lieutenant" she replied.
He deepened the kiss with a groan when she rolled her hips against his. He snaked his hands down her back and picked her up under her thighs. She wrapped her legs around his waist and her arms around his neck.
"Johnny" she squealed.
He started walking forward towards the stairs. He was heating up very fast. She could barely keep up. This was going too fast and Johnny was in chaos. She knew there was more to this impromptu stress relief.
She just swallowed her own need and focused on comforting him. Johnny carried her up the stairs and screamed a moan when he slammed her into the nearest solid surface he could find. He didn't have the patience for her clothes, so he ran his hands down her shirt and ripped it in half, the buttons flying everywhere.
"Johnny!" she gasped.
"This…" he gasped in a breath, "this is going to be fast" he panted.
She reached down and undid his belt buckle. He carried her over the doorway and into her bedroom. He laid her on the bed with him on top.
She wriggled out of her jeans while he kicked his off. She wrapped her arms around his shoulders and looked up at him with worry. He leaned over, kept her gaze as he leaned down and rested his forehead against hers as he slammed into her.
"Ahh!" she groaned.
Johnny slammed into her over and over. They weren't far off. She knew he needed this. She knew this was his way of stress relief. After a minute she squeezed her eyes shut and arched off the bed. She grabbed his shoulders to keep him close as they both flew over the edge.
"Ahh Johnny!" she screamed as they came together.
Once they came down from their high, Johnny literally collapsed onto her, panting hard into the crook of his neck. She smiled and ran her fingers through his hair.
"You want to tell me what that was about?" she asked.
He froze a second and laid with his head in the crook of her neck. "Do I have to?" he teased trying to make it a joke.
Jules gave him a shove, "Johnny" she warned.
He let out a breath, "we had a tough call today" he started.
She just stayed silent and let him get this out. He didn't share his emotions very easily, so she knew this was hard for him.
"There was this car accident we were all called to. The car was propelled into the water. The father, Jim, was pinned under the seat. Me and Clarke set up the tension cord to the rig. Emily and Truck 81 cut off the bar so the car was suspended by the rig. They were able to get the guy out," he paused for a second.
She just continued to hold him and run her fingers through his hair.
"Clarke and I got on the line. We had to go in through the window shield. I crawled in thought the back. Clarke was stabilizing the car, while Emily and Capp had my back. There was this little girl trapped. I cut her out while Clarke cut through the other side. She was pretty banged up. Once we got her free, she just launched at me. She wrapped her arms around my neck and buried her head in my shoulder and clung to me. She wouldn't let me go" he paused to catch his breath. It was hard for him to get it out.
"Not even to go her parents. She was shaking, she was so scared. I went with them to the hospital and had Stephanie waiting for us. She wouldn't let me go for anything or anyone. It just hit me hard. No one's ever needed me that much," he vented.
She held in her tears and squeezed him closer to her. She knew he would need her. "Johnny, you were who she needed in that moment. She was scared and probably confused. She needed someone to hold her and be her strength and you were there for her. She got to you because, regardless of what people might think, you really are a sweet guy" she whispered the last part in his ear as she nibbled on his ear lobe.
He groaned and pulled away to push himself to his elbows above her. "Thank you" he expressed with soft kisses. She smiled and wrapped her arms around his neck.
"You don't ever have to thank me. I am always here for you lieutenant, always and forever" she said before pulling away and putting on his shirt.
"On that topic, can I ask you a favor?" he asked.
She looked at him curious, "yeah of course, you know I would anything for you" she replied.
"Okay good, I need you to check on Valerie tomorrow when you go in for work. I need to know she's okay. I can't ask Stephanie because she will panic that I'm stressing about this case. You are my only hope princess" he said.
She smiled and leaned over to give him a quick kiss, "sure babe. I'll check on her before I round but next time call me. I would have come in on my day off. What were you doing working on your day off anyway?" she asked.
"First we switched with second watch from the last time. Second I was going to call but I didn't want to worry you. I mean honestly if I called and told you to get to the hospital you would freak out. Besides, your sister was there and she took care of us. She told me that you were stressed the last shift, so I didn't want to bother you on your day off. I was hoping that you would be relaxing" he replied.
She gave him a knowing look, "you know me. If I would have known you were in the hospital yesterday I would have been there. It doesn't matter if I was relaxing or not, you know that. You are lucky that I don't hurt you for not calling me" she stated.
He just quirked his eyebrow at her. He couldn't take her seriously standing there in his shirt and nothing else, knowing what they just did and that she didn't have anything under that shirt.
"Really?" he smirked as he got up and walked over to her wrapping his arm around her waist.
She tried to maintain her composure as she nodded, "really" she replied.
He started to nuzzle her neck and lay butterfly kisses up and down her jaw as he led her to the bed and tumbled on top of her. She started getting into it before she pulled away as he looked at her confused, "what's wrong? You okay?" he asked.
"Yeah I'm fine. I am starving though. I made us some dinner" she said moving from under him to re-button his shirt.
"You didn't eat yet?" he asked.
She shook her head, "no I was waiting for you to get here. I didn't think you would be a caveman when you got here" she teased before making her way down to the kitchen.
She set up a tray of pasta w/shrimp, salad, vegetables and two bottles of water. She planned a really nice dinner; plans to eat didn't really work out to well when Johnny got there. She carried it back upstairs to find Johnny already asleep.
She smiled at how cute he looked. She put the tray down on her dressed and cuddled up to him after setting her alarm. Johnny was sleeping on his back with one arm resting on his stomach and the other behind his head. Jules slid in beside him smiling as he wrapped his arm around her and pulled her close.
The alarm rang at 6am on the dot. Johnny groaned and woke up first. His eyes fluttered open, squinting at the bright amount of sunlight coming into the room. He was still full of sleep. He groaned and wrapped his arms tighter around his girl.
He wiped a hand over his face and looked down to see his gorgeous girlfriend laying on her side cuddling into him. Johnny got a mischievous glint in his eyes when he noticed her in his shirt. He vaguely remembered her putting it on when she went to get dinner last night.
He gently turned her onto her back, keeping her still asleep. He straddled her waist and smiled at how sexy she looked. Her hair was fanned out around the pillow. She had his shirt on with a few of the buttons undone.
He leant down and started in the crook of her neck. He laid butterfly kisses down her neck and into the collar of her shoulder. She just sighed in her sleep. Johnny grinned and unbuttoned the shirt she stole from him. He brushed his lips across her stomach and dipped his tongue into her navel.
She sighed and spread her legs, still asleep. To her, she thought this was still part of her dream. It wouldn't be the first time she dreamed about being with him. Johnny grinned and knelt so he was between her legs.
He peered up to find her still sleeping. When he let his tongue run from her opening up, her eyes flew open and her hands flew into his hair. She looked down to see Johnny's head between her legs. She groaned and fisted her hands in his hair.
Johnny looked up and locked her gaze. He couldn't help but grin at her reaction. He was selfish last night. He wanted today to be about her. "Johnny" she moaned.
He started to increase the pressure and push in deeper. He inserted one finger inside her core and stroked gently as he nibbled and licked at her. Julia's back bowed off the bed. That was it, she couldn't take it anymore.
Johnny could tell she was close. He added another finger and bit down with a smirk as she arched off the bed.
"J.O.H.N.N.Y!" she screamed as she came apart.
He kissed his way up to her mouth and cuddled her against him as she came down from her high.
"Good morning" he greeted with a sweet kiss.
She smiled against his lips and wrapped her arms around his neck. "Thank you but you didn't have to do that though. You don't have to feel guilty for yesterday night. Never ever feel guilty" she said.
Johnny smiled and shook his head. He should have known she would see through him. Only his family ever did. She was the only one who could read him like a book. She knew more about him than this family did.
"I know Jules. It's just last night was really rough for me. That little girl, Valerie, she looked at me with a haunted look in her eyes. It's like she needed me more than anything in the world. No one's needed me that like that before, not even Sofia when we were younger. I just wanted to repay you for going all caveman on you last night" he answered with a little kiss.
She smiled and wrapped her arms around him, "Babe, there are two types of firefighters in the world. One like Albert Richardson, emotionless, cold hearted and an all-around asshole. Then there are firefighters like you, my brothers, and our dads, all of our family…loving, caring and full of heart. Everyone says you are a badass, and don't get me wrong, you are, but I know you better than that lieutenant. I know what a teddy bear you are. It's no surprise that Valerie connected with you and stuck with you. It's the kind of guy you are" she said delivering a kiss to his cheek.
He smiled, "thanks princess, but let's keep that on the down low. I do have a reputation to uphold" he teased.
She gave him a quick kiss before getting out of bed and putting his shirt back on. He looked at the clock before looking at her confused, "where are you going? We still have plenty of time before you have to leave" he said.
"I know, I was going to get some breakfast" she replied before her phone rang.
RING! RING! RING!
She walked over to the dresser and looked at the caller ID, "It's the hospital" she replied before answering right away, "This is Dr. Severide"
"Hey Jules, its Connor" Dr. Rhodes greeted from the hospital lobby.
Juliana sat on the bed and smiled, "Hey Connor what's up?" she asked. She noticed Johnny sit up a little more in bed, his interest peaked when he found out it was Dr. Rhodes on the phone.
"Hey, I am sorry to bother you at home, but can you come in a little early today? I really need your help with something and it's easier to tell you about it in person. I promise breakfast is on me, I just really need your help on this" he said.
Juliana smiled and nodded, "yeah sure, I just woke up so give me like 20 minutes to get there" she replied.
"Thanks Jules, I'll see you soon" he said before hanging up.
Johnny came out of the bathroom to see her up and looking for her clothes. "What are you doing? I thought we were having breakfast in bed" he asked confused.
"I have to take my charts in a little early and meet up with Connor. He needs my help on something. He called and told me he needs to see me in person, I told him I would meet him this morning for breakfast" she replied as she ran around her room starting to get ready.
"Why are you having breakfast with Connor Rhodes?" he called out as she walked into the bathroom.
She smiled and as she pulled on her scrubs. She walked into the bedroom and pulled out a change of clothes for after her shift.
"Because he just called me and asked for my help with something" she replied as she put on her jewelry and make-up.
"What something? He needs your help with a patient or what?" he asked to be sure.
She knew Johnny was jealous, but it was his own fault. He was the one who wanted to keep them a secret. He didn't want to rock the boat with her brothers.
"He didn't say, he said it would be better to tell me in person than over the phone but I would assume so. It doesn't matter, I owe him for helping take care of Andy anyway, so whatever he needs I am going to help him" she replied.
"He's a doctor, it's his job to take care of people. You don't own him anything, if he disagrees, you tell me and I'll take care of it" he was getting heated. He hated the friendship she had with Connor Rhodes. He just didn't like the guy.
"Oh really, so you are ready to tell everyone we've been seeing each other for 6 months then?" she retorted back knowing she had him.
He looked a little sheepish, his demeanor falling a little. She looked at him confident, "that's what I thought" she replied as she grabbed her bag and clothes, "I made quesadilla's yesterday for breakfast, they are in the fridge. There's a bunch of breakfast stuff in there, so eat before you leave. Have fun at the construction site today, I have to go" she said before giving him a kiss.
"I will, bye Severide, have a good shift and stay away from Connor Rhodes" he replied.
She rolled her eyes at his jealousy, "Bye Casey, I'll see you tomorrow night" she said before leaving.
She knew he was jealous of Connor. It was his own fault for wanted to keep them a secret. She just didn't know how much longer their secret could last….
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So Juliana Severide and Johnny Casey are in a secret relationship. Casey's son and Severide's daughter. A secret like that doesn't come without consequences….
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