Your Fan Fiction
My name is.. Well I wont say, I didn't say it then and I wont say it now. But I would very much like to tell you my story. And a story it was and will always be. Things like this are impossible, illogical and just don't happen. But none the less, please read. It is a fan fiction after all!
2012 21st December
"Dad! Nothing is going to happen, why does nothing interesting ever happen! I was so looking forward to this day, the end of the world, BUT NOTHING IS GOING TO HAPPEN!" I cried, bringing my hands to my head and poking my temples. "Everything interesting and exciting is gone, first Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter and now Twilight! It's all gone!"
"Darling calm down, I'm sure many people are very happy that nothing has happened. And there's still many other movies or books that are out there that will grab your attention just as much. Don't you read fan fiction, surely that's interesting?" My dad said in his deep voice. Sure fan fiction was something that kept me sane, but the real thing is what struck me. I pretty much shocked myself with the Twilight series. A vampire romance? Love the vampire bit but the romance? Nah! Not me! Or wasn't me till I became a crazy fan girl like so many others out there.
I hate the constant empty feeling! The feeling of loss! I want to know what happened to the Volturi after the confrontation in the field over Renesmee! I want to see what becomes of Nessie and Jacob, of the Cullens, of the ruthless leaders of the vampire world, surely they would not sit by and be mocked like they did? NO! Aro would surely have something up his sleeve! I wish I was there, an observer or something similar.
"Never mind, sorry dad, I'm going to go read some fan fiction now." I got up from the dining room chair and made my way to my room. A bit tired from all the excitement and disappointment of the days events.
Walking up to the window I looked out. "What ever high power is up there, why give us things like stories, fairy tales, stuff that makes us happy, but after the last paragraph, strip it away and be faced with this boring world?" Whats the use, the laws of physics in this dimension does not permit vampire, witches and wizards, hobbits and orc stories to be real.
Slowly lowering myself onto my single bed, I grabbed the New Moon copy on my bedside table and opened it at the marker. Third time reading this, I am so sad!
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Almost finished, yet again. I placed the open book upside down on my stomach, looking at the clock hung up at the far end of my wall, it read 23:05. Doomsday is almost over. Trying to force my eyes open, I placed the book marker in the current page I had stopped reading at, closed the book and gently set it down back on my bedside table.
"New moon." my favorite book of the Twilight series, mainly for the Volturi's introduction. Just keep thinking about that and try not to fall sleep, you don't want anymore of those weird dreams. Waking up, floating and staring at your dreaming self below you. Its starting to get annoying, it's the same thing over the past week now.
My eye lids slowly closing, I sighed to myself. Well what a fail this was.
I was gone.
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I awoke suddenly to the distinct feeling of weightlessness, eyes opening to find the room in a much more vibrant and detailed scenery. Slowly getting out of my bed I walked up to the window and peered out. Something is odd, Its like being in Alice and Wonderland, everything is so colorful, it's as if it's not Night time, yet neither day time either. I turned around to find myself sleeping peacefully on my bed, the clock at the far end of my wall now reading 23:59. Great another weird dream, at least this one is different and I'm not stuck floating above myself.
The feeling of enormous amount of pressure took over my chest, like someone was sitting on me, a very heavy person to be exact. A bright light over took the sky with a thunderous bang. It was then that I realized I was no longer inside my bedroom but rather outside my window floating, the ground two stories below and the pressure gone. I looked up to the sky, where the light came from to find a rip, like someone took scissors and cut into the center of a sheet. A very wide menacing rip in the starry sky, in the rip, pitch black with a faint blue light radiating from the edges.
It was all too much to come to grips with, it all felt so real but when I turned around to look in my window, there I was still fast a sleep, New Moon on my bedside table and the clock reading 00:00.
This is all wrong, it's just a dream, maybe I'm beginning to reconsider the joy of doomsday. Imagine this being real! What if it is real? It feels real that's for sure! But I'm asleep, it can't be!
The window started floating away, rather it was me floating away from my window. Turning around, I was floating towards that giant rip, the speed steadily increasing.
I shut my eyes tightly.
"Okay, calm down, it's just a dream, think of happy things." Like Bella reaching Edward at the clock tower in time. Oh how my heart sang to that lovely reunion. Think about meeting the Volturi for the first time. Shivers of utter excitement every time their name were to pop up in one of the books. That's it, think about New Moon, New Moon, New Moon.
I opened my eyes, vibrant blue shining in the corners and pure darkness slowly engulfing me. I'm in the rip. I'm not awake, it is real I'm not waking up. My panic rising to its peak. This cant be a dream it feels too real its all too real!
I squeezed my eyes shut, a sob escaping my lips as I finally let out all my fear in the form of crying.
"I take it back, I don't want Doomsday to come." I want to go home, I want to finish New Moon again, then wake up and say good morning to my dad. I want to see my friends, obsess over twilight a bit more, then watch a movie. I don't want to die.
My mother used to tell me to think of things that would bring you to a happier place, it doesn't matter what it was, a movie a book anything, it would take you away from your fear. But she's dead, did she think of happier places when she was in her coma? Did she know we had to pull the plug or was she truly gone like the doctors said she was? I miss her, I need her.
What made me happy? Reading did. Those worlds always helped me escape, like Twilight.
Twilight.
Noises started coming into place, my cries getting louder as I tried to drown out the sound of people talking. A hand touched my shoulder and my eyes shot open. I was crouching on stone paving under an awning. I got up and looked around, people in red robes were walking about.
"Miss, are you okay? Would you like the free tour?" I turned around to whom the hand on my shoulder belonged to. A woman, thin and beautiful looked at me through violet eyes. Lone wavy brunette hair reached the middle of her waist. She was holding flyers and a wore a white blouse tucked into a very skimpy work skirt, with daring grey wedges to match.
My fear was gone, in place panic rose to the maximum.
"Y..Y..You.." I trailed off.
"Right this way miss." Her lips faded to a grim line almost as if she was not pleased by something I did. She turned on her heel calling out to a few other people waiting around her.
"Follow me everyone."
This is all too familiar, I'm dreaming, I must be.
My legs started moving without my consent, following Heidi and the other humans.
What am I doing? We all know how this ends, she draws tourists in to Volterra castle for the feeding frenzy. Why the hell am I following them.
All emotions left me, my breathing ceased as we started moving through an opened door in the center of two large stone pillars. The light about to fade out of site and into the darkened halls of Volterra castle.
I'm dreaming about New Moon.
The laws of physics does not allow such stories or fairy tales to be real. Monsters, super heroes, anything of the sort is forbidden, its illogical of course. But who said the laws of physics govern the other dimensions?
