Disclaimer- I don't own any of the characters.
AN: This is my first boy/boy story. I lost a bet and now I have to write a Kai/Rei story. If this doesn't work out, I've got another one planned. This is rated R because there will be lemons, which will also be a first for me. Characters will probably be OOC. The first part is a journal entry told from Kai's POV. After that it's going to be told in third person pov. Every few chapters there will be journal entries from Kai and Rei. Maybe even from some other people telling their thoughts on Kai and Rei. Does anyone know how to fix the quick edit thing? It keeps messing my story up.
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To whom it May Concern
Keeping a journal is the stupidest thing I've ever heard of. If I ever meet the jackass who
came up with it, I'm going to show him or her how exactly how I feel about it. I'm
disgusted with myself for even going along with it this far. So why am I doing it then? I'll
let you know when I figure that out for myself. Okay, let's see if I can get through this
without becoming sick. My name is Kai Hiwatari. I'm young, rich and good-looking.
All right, good looking is an understatement. With my two shades of blue hair, crimson
eyes, and four triangles adorning my face, I'm downright sexy. Despite also being
described as cold, distant, moody, and mysterious, I am adored by both men and women.
And in return, I adore them back. For all the dirty minds that are thinking, he doesn't
mean... Hell yes I do. I'm bisexual. What can I say? Variety is the spice of life. Why
limit myself to one gender when I can have them both? And if they're willing, at the
same time. Umm... If only you could see the pictures flashing through my mind at
this moment. Such erotic pictures that... I have to stop thinking about or I'm going to
spend the next hour in a cold shower. Okay, where was I? Right, I was telling you
about me and my great life. Sexy, rich, awesome beyblader.... Basically, I was on top
of the world. A king among peasants. That is until I was knocked off my throne. What
happened? It's more like who happened. Rei Kon, a dark haired golden eyed sex kitten.
Or should I say Tiger. Who knew that when I decided to start pursuing him, I'd be the
one caught? That's right, the player got played, the hunter became the hunted and any
other fucking annoying expression that means someone turned the tables on me. Go ahead
and get the laughter out of your systems. That's right, Rei succeeded. How did he do it?
I don't know. Hell, he doesn't know. The only thing he knows, or is willing to admit, is
that he didn't just want to sleep with me. Oh no, he wanted to LOVE me. And have
me return his love. No fucking way. Kai Hiwatari doesn't love. Well someone should
have sent my heart, brain or wherever these emotions come from that memo. Apparently
Kai Hiwatari does love. And he loves one Rei Kon. My feisty tiger saw what he wanted
and went after it. Hell, I would've congratulated him on succeeding, if I weren't the prey.
Even as I write that, I want to wrap my hands around his incredibly tasty and sexy neck
and squeeze the life out of it. But no, I can't do that because I love him. I say the word
love with extreme disgust and hatred. What did you expect? That after spending my life
loving no one that I'd happily embrace the thought of loving someone? Get real. From the
moment I realized my feelings for him, I looked at them as some sort of virus and I attacked
it. I fought tooth and nail against the feelings and Rei. I'm ashamed to admit that the more
I felt for him, the worse I treated him. And I loved...love him deeply. So you can just
imagine the hell I put him through. Oddly enough, he took what I threw at him. At this point
most people are probably asking for how long did he take it? The answer, long enough for
me to realize that I didn't want to fight him anymore. But once again Rei changed the
game. Just as I was ready to give in, he gave up. Rei just up and disappeared leaving only
a simple note.
What you said that night, you're right. It just took me a while to realize it. I love you Kai.
I honestly had no idea what night he's talking about. But I'd bet my life that Rei knows
that. He also knows it would irritate me until I knew what he was talking about. It's just his
way of telling me that he wants me to come after him. And this is not me being my usual
conceited self. Why else would he be so cryptic? It wouldn't have been hard for him to
tell me exactly what I said. No, he wants me to chase him. Am I going to? What do you think?
