Astral Romance (Broken Dreams)
Characters: Sirius, Remus
Ship: S/R
Genre: Angst
Raiting: PG 13 / T
Summary: Summer, silence and Sirius. Dreams fall in million pieces. Slash!
A/N: My friend gave a challenge "Forbidden love" to me, and I wrote this during music lesson, listening to Nightwish's Astral Romance. Once again, a translation. Originally in finish.
Two feet were walking on dry grass. Two pairs of eyes twinkled in twilight summer night. The sky was bright and cloudless. Moon and Stars illuminated big meadow and the wood in edge of it.
Remus sighed. He loved the moment. Summer, silence and Sirius. Remus looked at his friend, smiling. He smiled back. Remus felt like laughing, when he felt joyful fit of heat running trough him. He grabbed Sirius hand.
Another boy boggled and tried take his hand off. Remus held it tighter. He took a step towards Sirius, who was smiling sadly. "Really Remy, you know we can't."
But Remus
was coming closer. His face was about ten centimetres from Sirius's.
"And why not?"
Sirius was moving slightly bothered. "My
parents… And yours. They'd never understand."
Remus's smile didn't fade. "You don't live there anymore, why should you care?"
Sirius tried to find another reason. "What about James and Peter? What they would think?"
"They're our friends. They'd accept it."
Sirius bit his lip. His sense told him to push Remus away, take his hand off. A small piece of mind was wondering, what kind of kissing him would be. Sirius hoped he could've listened to the small voice.
But he couldn't.
Remus was still coming closer. "Sometimes I feel you don't even want", he whispered quietly to Sirius' ear. His voice sent chills down Sirius' spine. He shoved Remus off. "No, I just can't. It wouldn't turn out well."
For Sirius' horror, brown-haired werewolf's eyes filled with tears. Without another word, Remus turned around and ran towards the forest.
"Remus!" Sirius shouted, but Remus didn't hear, or didn't care. Cursing his own stupidity, Sirius ran after him.
Remus was a bad runner, or then he wanted Sirius to catch him. Sirius grabbed his arm. "No reason to run away!" he cried out. Remus turned. His eyes were slightly red and wet, small tears streaming along cheeks. He was looking helpless, little and sensitive. Before Sirius even realized, he was embracing Remus tightly. Remus sobbed quietly. Sirius tried to calm him down by stroking his hair. "Shahs… Everything's alright, don't cry…" He said quietly. Remus lift his eyes and looked into Sirius'. Sirius feared his legs could give in, Remus was looking him in too deep…
"I though you loved me." Remus's voice quivered and cracked. It was too much to Sirius. He kissed Remus.
Remus' weepy face got a happy smile. He wrapped arms around Sirius' neck and kissed back. The moment would've been eternity, if Remus would have made a choice.
Unfortunately everything good comes to its end.
Gently Sirius pulled his lips away. "Yes, I do, more than anything. But it's forbidden love."
It was Sirius' innings to turn and walk away. The difference was this time Remus didn't come after him.
This time the dreams had fallen to the million pieces.
-Stargazer
Come to me
Make me believe
To you
And your love again
Above the universe
Beneath the great eye
I shall desire you Forevermore
- Astral Romance
A/N: Review, please
