Blaine never had anything figured out. Ever. Nothing in his life had ever been defined, except one thing. He loved Kurt. He loved Kurt so much it hurt and he'd fucked up any chance he ever had. He told the man he loved to walk away. Of course, Kurt being Kurt, they'd remained friends. That didn't mean it didn't kill Blaine to play the 'best friend' card six months later.

Kurt would text Blaine all day, everyday. They'd talk about clothes, movies, that horrible song someone had the audacity to play on the radio, anything Kurt wanted. Blaine would reply eagerly with thoughtful texts. He wanted Kurt to know he knew how to listen now, he changed.

Blaine brought Kurt a coffee every morning. A medium drip, just the way Kurt liked it. It amazed Kurt that Blaine still knew his coffee order. Blaine would act as a shield too, blocking Kurt from slushies and being pushed. He was happy to take the brunt of the pain, as long as Kurt was okay.

One day, Kurt asked Blaine if he could meet him in the choir room. Blaine practically ran there, hoping and praying he'd finally have him back.

"Blaine!" Kurt had yelled. "Blaine it's wonderful!"

"What is?" Blaine had asked, laughing.

"You'll never believe-"

"Ready baby?" the voice that cut Kurt off mid-sentence nearly cause Blaine a heart attack. Blaine turned around. There was Sebastian, casually leaning in the doorway of the choir room.

"-Who asked me out." Kurt said, finishing his sentence.

"W-what?" Blaine stuttered, turning back to Kurt.

"Sebastian and I, we're dating." Kurt said, walking towards Sebastian. "See you later, Blaine!" Blaine stared at their retreating figures, heart racing faster then normal. Sebastian had Kurt? Of all people… Sebastian?

The next day in Glee club, Kurt was constantly on his phone, giggling while everyone else chatted along happily. Everyone except Blaine, who sat in a corner miserably. Mr. Schue walked in, telling everyone what this weeks assignment would be.

"Mr. Schue?" Blaine asked. "Could I sing something?" he asked shyly, biting his lip. He hadn't done a song in months. Mr. Schue happily agreed. "This is um… just listen." he said, looking straight at Kurt who still hadn't looked up. He kept his eyes trained on the taller boy as the music began.

You say, sometimes, it's like I hardly know you And maybe there's something's I never showed you Sometimes you're certain, but just can't get it working at all You say to yourself somebody better Will understand you more than I ever I'll shake his hand, and smile, and say I understand, while I do That don't mean I don't think about you I know we Said it's just as well that I won't keep, keep you for myself But, I don't want to see you happier with somebody else Oh, why can't you just be lo-lo, lo lo-lo, lo lonely? Why can't you just be lo-lo, lo lo-lo, lo lonely? Why can't you just be lo-lo, lo lo-lo, lo lonely? I know you need someone too This just feels so soon I know some things should just stay broken I'm well aware this should remain unspoken But I've been working on the things that I was learning all wrong, oh

I know sometimes I only twist ya And maybe I'm too proud to say I missed ya But what if here and now, I tell you that I'm all figured out? Or maybe I just like how that sounds I know we Said it's just as well that I won't keep, keep you for myself But I don't want to see you happier with somebody else Oh, why can't you just be lo-lo, lo lo-lo, lo lonely? Why can't you just be lo-lo, lo lo-lo, lo lonely? Why can't you just be lo-lo, lo lo-lo, lo lonely? I know you need someone too This just feels so And I know it seems beneath me But sometimes it's not so easy To wish you well and let you go And I say it's just as well That I just can't keep you for myself I don't want to see you happier with somebody else Oh, lo-lo, lo lo-lo, lo lonely? Why can't you just be lo-lo, lo lo-lo, lo lonely? Why can't you just be lo-lo, lo lo-lo, lo lonely? This just feels so This just feels so, Feels so soon (Lo-lo, lo lo-lo, lo lonely?) Why can't you be (Lo-lo, lo lo-lo, lo lonely?) Why can't you be (Lo-lo, lo lo-lo, lo lonely?) This just feels so, This just feels so, This just feels so soon

At the end of the song, Blaine was certain everyone knew how he felt. Everyone except Kurt, who still hadn't looked up from his phone. Putting his head down, Blaine walked out of the choir room, finally excepting that Kurt wasn't lonely, and would never be his again.

A/N: I feel like just doing a bunch of oneshots based off of songs. If you'd like me to further any stories, lemme know babies and I shall.