Warning: It's gets rather smutty first chapter, just so I could get on with the story!

Emma giggled with Manny, standing in the Ravine. She hadn't been back here since, well you know when with you know who but that was years ago. This Junior year at Degrassi was going to be great. She was with a good guy, Peter Stone, and she had no bad boys to play or mess around with her heart.

They'd say the same thing about her though..

"Oh my god.." drifted Manny, standing infront of Emma with her mouth dropped until she bit her lip and a smile crept out, "Welcome back Mr Biceps."

Emma raised an eyebrow at Manny. She was so boy crazy, "What are you talking-" when Emma turned, she shut up.

First love, first everything, Sean Cameron came walking back into her life from Wasaga. Manny was right, his biceps were even bigger, his hair grown out and he looked...well, like a man honestly. Emma felt her knees go weak and she turned around, shaking her head and shut her eyes, "So?" she tried to shrug like it was no big deal

Manny gave her a look like she wasn't buying it. She was her best friend after all. Sean owned Emma's heart.

Emma peaked at the corner of her eyes, watching Sean squish through the crowd of people. Degrassi was back in session next week, this was like the last big summer blow out. Emma tilted her head and saw him go to the one and only Jay Hogart.

Emma sucked in a breath and turned back to Manny with wide eyes, "they're BOTH here."

"Both?" Manny asked and shut up when Peter came over.

"Hey." he greeted, slyly grinning and nodded at Manny before leaning over to Emma, kissing her with no kiss back, "Hey Em."

Emma swallowed hard, looking back at Jay with Sean and he too looked more mature than the last time she saw him. He was after all kicked out of Degrassi a long time ago, word was he was a mechanic now.. still breaking hearts left to right. He was still tall and lean but a little more buff with a short boxed beard. Emma's heart pounded.

She never knew why she was so attracted to Jay too. Sure he was goregous but he was such a jerk, her greatest enemy. But I guess it was knowing his flaws and still wanting him that made her want him more. He accepted her flaws too. But she hadn't spoken to him since he gave her an STD, cheating on his girlfriend Alex and used Emma like a ... well, slut. He tried to get her back at the play, but Emma wouldn't do it. Sean and Jay were just bad for her, even though she knew both guys made her heart do things no other guys could. Not even Peter.

But.. she couldn't pick between them. Jay and Sean that is. Sean was this big softy under the rough exterior and Emma loved that about him, but she also loved Jay's mouthy 'real talk' attitude. He was a true bad boy. But Sean? Sean's smile made her weak in the knees...and Jays smirk? Don't get her started. Actually, they both had to die for smirks.

Those damn bad boys.

"Em." Emma couldn't believe it. It was him. Sean. His voice. It was so deep, so the same, but manlier.

She turned. She wore her summer white short dress and her long blonde hair blew in the summer hot wind.

He wore his famous white wife beater and jeans, and sipped on a beer. Jay stood behind him and eyed Emma up and down before sneering at Peter who took a step forward, "Emma...you know these guys?"

Emma's mouth opened, speechless. She still couldn't believe Sean was back. She couldn't believe Jay had the nerve to look at her the way he was right now either. He had that twinkle in his eye he use to have when they fooled around. He was NOT getting ANY of that anymore. Emma was a GOOD girl. Good. Good,good,good.

"Peter this is Sean, and Jay." she pointed, reminding herself Peter probably didn't know them. Though that was crazy. They were Degrassi legends.

Manny in between seemed to be enjoying this, smirking and sipping her own beer.

Emma caught up with Sean, she kept her distance though, making sure not to get close. Her heart did the same, walling up and not letting anyone in. She could see Peter staring over from a far, but unfortunetly he had to give up when his mother called him, telling him it was time to go.

"Emma!" he barked over the music, coming over to split her and Sean up. Sean cornered his eyes, not liking Peter. Jay was right, he was a little poin dexter. "I'm leaving, ready?" he asked, wanting to give her a ride home

Emma almost simply obeyed but Sean's eyebrows furrowed. She wasn't that type of girl, obeying some preppy frat looking boy. He grabbed Emma's arm and held her back, snapping at Peter, "She'll leave when good and ready."

Emma didn't know what came over her, she should of stepped up for her boyfriend but when she caught Sean's look at her, she got lost in his eyes. There was that old fire brewing in them he had for her. Emma was always too good for him, but he couldn't stop wanting her. He tried to let her move on when he let her go but when he was with Ellie he was miserable. He wanted Emma back. He CAME back for Emma.

Peter went to madly object Emma and Sean walking off, watching Sean grab Emma's hand and she walk away with him like in a trance. "Emma!" he called and yelped a little when the back of his shirt was grabbed and he was pulled back.

He looked up, stumbling a bit but balanced himself and swallowed the fear in his throat when Jay's icy eyes stared down at him, "She's busy at the moment, Pete. Why don't you listen to your mommy and run along home?"

"That's my girlfriend!" hissed Peter.

Jay winced as if he cared and just smirked with a shrug before walking off the direction Sean and Emma went.

Emma was a little buzzed. She had been drinking too and she finally stopped, yanking her hand from Sean's when they reached a more private area but the parties music still heard. "Sean I should get back to Peter. I shouldn't of.." she drifted off, looking down confused and couldn't believe Sean could just make her drop Peter so easily like that.

She went to turn and yelped a bit but laughed a little. Jay stood right infront of her now and she caught her breath, "Jay you scared the crap out of me. Now I gotta go," she raised an eyebrow up at him when he didn't move, "Move." she said bluntly.

His smirk grew into a grin and his hand lifted, carressing her hair behind her ear slowly, "You think you're the boss of everyone dontcha Greenpeace?"

Emma's heart melted, missing him..even missing that old nickname. She almost closed her eyes to his touch before she shook her head, trying to straighten up, "I don't know what is up with you guys," she said while tossing a look over her shoulder at Sean and back to Jay, "but I'm tired, and I have an angry boyfriend to go catch up to." she went to go, but a hand grabbed her arm back and she looked back up at Jay but it wasn't him, but his eyes smoldered her.

She looked back at Sean who held her, and brought her a step back but it was a big step back and she fell more into his arm. His big, strong arms. "Sean." she whimpered, not understanding nor trusting herself to be this close to him. She looked up under her eyelashes with her big brown eyes up to Jay, almost as if asking for help, "Jay-" she gasped, but was cut off as she watched him even lean down, eyes still hungrily on her and he cupped her face, crashing his lips to hers.

Sean had let her go and looked around as Jay pushed Emma back up against a tree, kissing her deeply. He couldn't get Greenpeace out of his head, not since the day she showed interest in him back two years ago. Not since the day she gave him a time of day... He had even gotten a good girl to be bad with him. But those were 'secrets'. He tried to move on but he couldn't, and he had people watch her from a far for him, just like Sean had Jay to watch over her while he was in Wasaga.

They couldn't let their girl g.

Emma shoved Jay off finally, whimpering a bit as she did though and yelled at him, "What are you doing!?"

"Come on Emma," Sean said with a stern and serious voice, finally turning towards them and looking at her angerily as he pointed at the direction Peter went, "You don't love him!"

Emma swallowed hard, her big innocent eyes glancing between Jay and Sean with some fear, confusion and hurt swirling in them. It was true. But what did that matter to them?

"Are you guys drunk?" Emma taunted, raising an eyebrow at them and lifted her nose up like she knew that had to be it. She was a smart girl after all.

She felt Jays eyes smoldering her again, rounding her like a wolf and she swallowed hard. Sean had walked back infront of her and his big strong hands smoothed around her waist and pulled her closer to him, against his own wait. He was also eyeing Emma up like another horny like wolf.

"OMG! What are you guys doing?" Emma couldn't take it anymore. She wondered if they knew it was her, EMMA! They had basically trapped her between them like prey and stuck between a Sean Cameron and Jay Hogart wasn't necessarily bad but when you were trying to quit them because you were so badly in love with them...it was a problem

They just laughed and Jay sipped the beer in his hands. Maybe he was a little drunk, but when wasn't he? He always knew what he was doing, what he wanted and WHO he wanted. Lets just say him and Sean had finally agreed on something they knew was ripping apart their friendship. A girl. The only way to solve it, was to share her. Share the girl they were both in love with.. if she'd have them.

Emma felt Jay's lips on the back of her neck, making goosebumps run down her spine and she gapsed a little. She then felt someone trying to slide off one strap of her dress. Sean.. she panicked and pushed Sean off her, but at the same time she was getting a good view of his erection in his jeans and she couldn't breath, her heart was pounding.

They both wanted her. Like this? Why FREAKIN now?

Was this a dream?

Still staring at Sean's rather big buldge in his pants, Jay pulled Emma towards him and onto his lap since he had sat on a near by chair. He was holding back Emma's arms and she could feel he too was hard. Emma knew with experience he WAS big...but she's never seen Sean's. She didn't know how to react to this. Since a good girl and filled with virtue, she knew this was wrong...but the other girl deep inside her these two always seemed to get out her was aching for both of them and not so scared.

She still couldn't believe what they were doing though. "Jay." she whispered in fear but also trust. She just didn't want them to hurt her.

She was afterall..still a virgin.

Sean had bent down on his ankles to Emma's height and her big deer like eyes looked back at him as he gave her a determined look and lifted her chin gently, "we just want you to ourselves Em. No more Peters.. no more other girls.."

She felt Jay nuzzel the back of her neck, breathing in her vanilla scent and he nodded, agreeing. They had been talking about this!? Behind her back?!

"Who said I want you back!?" Emma taunted, raising a smart ass eyebrow at Sean and turned her head to glare over her shoulder at Jay, "Either of you?" She stopped glaring and pretending when Jay shifted her on his lap a bit and held her arms tighter. She whimpered and moaned a bit, feeling his hardness push against her panties. Wearing a dress was a bad idea.

"I know your body too well, Em." Jay dangerously whispered in her ear. Her eyes stared ahead and at Sean, who looked as sure as Jay as well.

"all you have to do.." drifted Sean, his hands smoothing up her tanned smooth arms and Emma bit her lip, heart pounding, "Is say no." his fingers slid under her straps and waited for Emma's reply.

She looked down, seeing and feeling Jay's hand roaming around and under her dress, under her panties. She shut her eyes and moaned softly, and bit her lip. Jay's fingers slid right into her folds and caressed her wetness deeply but slowly and then twisted his two fingers right into her pussy. Emmas body lifted a bit, just by surprise and her eyes shot open, "Sean!" she gasped and he was there for her, her hands clenching his white wife beater and then his strong arms.

He cupped her face and thats when Emma made her decision, kissing him back passionately. Sean sighed into it happily and she was too just as happy, but a little horny as well as Jays talented fingers worked into her and she whimpered into the kiss and pulled away, panting

Jay could tell she was almost there, Emma also squeeled a little when near an orgasm. He pierced his lips together, watching his Greenpeace straddle his lap as he finger fucked her until she almost came and thats when he smirked and stopped. Torchering her. She was breathless, confused and then mad.

Sean chuckled a little too when she went red with anger and embarrassment too. She was so cute. She shoved her straps back on of her dress and got up, Jay's hands on her waist and helped her up but she slapped them away when she stepped back from the two bad boys and whipped back to them to point madly.

"If this is some sick game you two-"

"Emma." Sean said, taking a step forward and lifted her chin but more roughly this time. But never too rough, not with his girl. "Shut up." he ordered and leaned in but didn't kiss her just yet, "Your not going to lose your virginity out in the middle of the woods. At the Ravine."

Jay nodded in agreement behind Sean, digging into his pockets and got out a cigarette. Emma wrinkled her nose in disgust at him. He chuckled as he lit it. Nasty habit.

Emma looked back at Sean, wanting to mess with him now that they'd messed with her, "Who said I still have it?"

Sean looked pissed off, and she instantly took it back, swallowing hard. He clenched his hands around her arms, trying not to get too mad but she winced a bit and he gave her a look not to fuck with him, "You better not of. Not with him Emma." he spat.

Emma looked down sadly. She wouldn't. Never. Never with Peter. She looked oddly up though and nodded to Jay, "You don't want any other guy to touch me yet your best friend has, more than once FYI, and you don't seem to care?"

"If you and Manny were in love with the same guy, would you let your best friend go? Or would you try to compromise when neither of you would give up the guy or your friendship?"

Emma looked off. She'd be nowhere without her best friend. Sean and Jay nodded, cause that was what it was like with them. They were best friends, practically brothers and orphans. They couldn't be more opposite though yet still feel for the same girl, Emma. Emma was the only girl as well who saw the differences in them.

"We came to an agreement." Jay said from behind Sean who stood still so close to Emma. He exhaled smoke slowly out of his mouth as he looked in thought of what they decided on earlier; him and Sean. Emma eyed him, wondering how Jay could make a cigerette look so sexy when she HATED smoking. He looked back over at her and said with a smirk while glancing at Sean, "he did meet you first, so he can have you first. I'm fine with that. As long as I get you at all."

That was pretty romantic of Jay, if he wasn't just STATING that they agreed on who got her virginity without her.

SLAP!

Sean almost cringed and sighed, his head turned and rubbing his stinging cheek where Emma had slapped him. Guess they deserved that. Emma went for Jay next, her little hand balled into a fist (even thought she couldn't punch but hey! Why not try) and Jay just stepped back with a cheshire grin when strong arms held her back and she was back up against Sean panting breathlessly.

"I hate you both!" Emma yelled at them, her blonde hair whipping back and forth when she shook her head and her eyes burned with tears, "I hate when you think you can just come and go out of my life. I hate that you can just screw it up so easily! I hate..I hate-" she was crying now and shut her eyes tight, sobbing when she heard Sean shushing her and whispering sweet nothings in her ear.

Jay even frowned sadly and looked down before flicking his cigerette away. He was never good at making girls stop crying, only good at making them, but Emma was different..he didn't want to hurt her. She had to see he was doing this so they could finally reach an agreement so they could be happy.

After a moment and Sean loosening his grip on Emma, but still holding her, the blonde sniffed but still couldn't look at them. Her nose was a little red and puffy.

Jay spoke up and his voice was soft, "We were young and stupid Emma. You kept going back and forth with the both of us." Jay explained and she lifted her eyes a little at him and back down as he went on, "We're adults now, we can be adults about this. We both want you, you can have both of us." he coughed awkwardly, "But never at the same time." he glared warningly at Sean.

Sean snickered at him, Emma even rolled her eyes. Ew. And Ouch...

Emma bit her lip and just ran a hand through her hair as Sean released her, feeling her tense body relax and she turned around to face him again. He hypnotizing watched her bite her lower lip and finally look up and locked eyes with him.

"If your staying at Degrassi, permanently" she warned, not wanting Sean to leave ever again and break her heart. He nodded, and she did back as she continued, looking at Jay, "And your not going to mess around with other girls?.." she waited for Jay to nod as he did, and she looked happy. She then finished her deal, "Then I'm in.." she tangled her fingers into Sean's and bit her lower lip harder, nervously, "take me to your place..."

Sean's eyes almost popped out of his sockets. Emma was agreeing?

Emma was agreeing.

Emma was fucking agreeing!