"Thank you…"
It was my last word to her. For my selfish reason, I dare to sacrifice anything. I have to leave my sister alone. I have to make them cry for my death. I even dare to use my own life, if it's for the sake of my selfish ambition. If you asked, "Is that hurt your feeling?" then it is. It was hurt. To leave everything you care behind, even though you know it was necessary, especially for my goal. I had already face this kind of thing, and now I have to face it again, only this time… it was all my doing.
"But…"
No matter how you can predict what will happen afterward and manipulate it, there's always a force, this invisible force that would turn the table around. There's nothing such as 100% chance of success. There will always a risk, a risk that you won't know… until it's already late.
"So… I really death, huh?" I say when I look at my arm as I flow inside a void for… I don't know how long it is, "Really… after all I had done, it was all for nothing? Not even a tiny bit of hope for me? What a bullshit…"
In this kind of hopeless situation, a normal people would cry, plead to anything, anyone who had power for do something. As such, praying to the Godly being. But… I'm not a believer, and I don't have right to pray. My hands… had already dirty enough that it may paint any clean white canvas, into an eternal black of void. I don't have right to pray.
But… right now, I really want to.
"It's really anticlimactic, huh…?" I say while trying to look up, "Even if only a bit tiny of chance, can you answer my pray, whoever you are? I know I don't have right, but… if only small chance, please—"
"—can I have a second chance?"
That's all I want to say. Now, I will leave to it. Whatever happens, I'll accept it. I don't care anymore. I'm done predicting and calculating things. If I have the chance, then I'll use it to the fullest, even if I'll look like a reckless idiot. Heh, a change of pace is nice too…
"Huh? What's that light?" I say as I saw a light in the middle of darkness. Is that my answer? I don't know but I tried to reach it, swim through the darkness into light. I got closer and closer, before I close enough that the light suddenly become brighter as it blind my vision. Before everything is illuminate by light, I saw something from that light and might be the last thing I saw aside from the darkness.
It's a big tree.
Hello readers! Sorry if I don't say anything about this but beside my intended "Spin-off" chapter, I found that after the first arc, there's a chance to put on "What if?" story after that and I choose Yuuki Yuuna wa Yuusha de Aru as another crossover of this story. Little warning that this story have little to no connection to my original CODE-Rider S.I.N's story aside from what I just explain before. Anyway, don't worry as I still updating the other story but might take a little time so stay tune on it! Anyway, thanks for you all and let's start the story, shall we?
