Okay, So my plan was to write a quick fic before I began writing another fic Me, But that's not how it went, I did write a short lil fic called How. But my muse would not let me forget about the fic and so I re-wrote it. This time it's not a dialogue only fic, I'm hoping it's better this time around.
John Paul and Craig lay in John Paul's bed; Craig kept his arm across John Paul, As they basked in the afterglow of there latest love making session.
Craig looked down at John Paul, a pensive expression on his face as he asked. "Why do you love me?"
John Paul raised his head, surprised by the question; he barely had to think on it before he gave his answer. "How could I not?" He brushed his hand over Craig's. A soft smile coming over his lips as Craig instinctively entwined his fingers with John Paul's.
"You didn't used to." Craig replied. He was sure that John Paul hadn't always been in love with him, he barely could get his head around how much John Paul seemed to love him now. Although he knew he loved John Paul just as much, even if he'd had some trouble accepting that at first, he knew his feelings hadn't faded, he doubted they ever would.
"Didn't I?" John Paul countered, his soft smile turning in to a teasing one.
"Did you?" Craig asked his eyes focussed on John Paul's. Giving a slight squeeze to the hand he was holding.
John Paul shrugged. "I think I always loved you even if I didn't quite realise it." He hoped that made some kind of sense, it was the only way he could think of to explain.
Craig could certainly saw what John Paul meant; He supposed they'd both been a bit blind to their obvious love for each other at one time or another. Craig shook his head. "How can you? The way I treat you…I know it hurts you to see me with Sarah." Craig leaned forwards pressing his lips to John Paul's forehead trying to ease the guilt he felt, with the tender action.
John Paul let his eyes fall close for a brief second as he felt Craig's lips on his skin. Before he opened them. "I know, and it does." John Paul hated seeing Sarah draped all over Craig, he never could completely stop that flash of jealously from stabbing at him.
Craig looked down, another stab of shame hitting him. "So then Why?" He asked.
John Paul leaned forward kissing Craig, Pulling back from the kiss, his truthful answer falling easily from his lips. "Because. You're worth everything."
The End Well? What did you think?
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