The need to know
Disclaimer: I don't own the MOULIN ROUGE (Baz and his mates do) L and I don't own the song in this fic either it belongs to Daniel Bedingfield an it's called 'if you're not the one' on his 'gotta get through this' album
AN: This is just a quick little fic I thought of when I heard the song on the radio. Even though it's not much I hope you like it J
Christian was sat at his desk with tearstains on his face and a pain raging through out his whole body he didn't want to believe what Satine had just told him. Now that the anger that he felt inside of him was gradually fading he decided all that he could do was turn to his Underwood typewriter and write, to unleash all the feelings he had building up in side of him.
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope you're the one I spend my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it I can't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not the one for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not the one for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true we'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray if you're the one I build my home with
And I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take it I can't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'cause I miss you body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'cause I love you whether it is wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I can't take it I can't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Christian knocked his chair over as he bolted up and said
" I have to know, I have to find out, I need to find out whether Satine still loves me or not "
Christian yanked the piece of paper from his typewriter picked it up (his typewriter) and left his room slamming the door behind him, Toulouse's words had filled Christian with doubt and now he had to find out find out for sure…
