I hadn't seen him in three years. Exactly three years since I left him. I tryed not to think about to much. I didn't want Aubrey to see me this way. But I couldn't help think of the day I ruined my life.

Flashback

I grabbed the stick that held my fate. Three minutes had gone by agonizingly slow, but after they were over, it was much worse. I didn't want to look, but I did at the same time. Don't get me wrong, I would love a little baby. A baby that looked just like Edward. But, I knew Edward wanted to go to college.

I finally gathered enough courage to look at the pregnancy test. A little pink plus stared back at me. I couldn't figure out whether I wanted to laugh in joy, or cry in dispair. I knew what I had to do. No matter how much it hurt me.

End of Flashback

Edward, he was my everything. But, that is exactly why I had to let him go. I couldn't ruin his life before it even started. I knew he wanted kids, but not at 20. He was in college to become a surgeon. So, I left.

But, sometimes, like now, I rethought my disicion. I had robbed Edward of everything a dad gets to be a part of. Aubrey's first words, her first steps, everything. And, I robbed Aubrey of having a father figure around.

"Mommy, Why is that water coming outta your eyes like that?" Aubrey said, stumbling over her words. I hadn't even realized I had been crying!

"Nothing, baby. Want a snack?" I asked. She nodded quickly. I chuckled, and walked to the kitchen to my make her a PB&J. I needed Edward. I don't know how. I mean, hell, I was terrified of facing him, but I was going to find him. Because, right now, I need him as much as Aubrey does.

Edward's POV-

Man, I'm an absolute wreck. Three years ago, my life had been ruined. I remember reading the note for the first time. The note that had ripped my heart out. I wanted to hate Bella. But, how could I? She was my everything, even now. I can't stop thinking about it. I can't stop thinking about her.

Flashback

I picked up the note that was laying on our bed. I read through it, and felt tears run down my face.

'My dearest Edward,

I am so sorry for what I'm about to do. I have to leave. Trust me when I say, it's for the best. You have to focus on college, and I am getting in the way of that. I am sorry for any problems I caused in your life. I promise, it will be as if I never exsisted.
Don't worry about me. I love you.
Never forget that, because I will never stop. You'll always be in my heart, no matter how long we're apart. But, you can move on. I'm so sorry...
- Bella

I looked at the tear stains on the note. How could she even get the idea that I didn't want her? I couldn't comprehend her thinking. But, all I knew now, was hurt.

End of Flashback

I had read that note so many times, I knew it by heart. I hadn't thought about it much...until today. I had to find her. And when I did, I wanted to pick up right where we left off. I just didn't know if she would want to...