-To Smoke-

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-The Immortal Dragon-


One day, I wanted a cigarette.

I had never smoked before, but the craving hit me like I had harbored a ten-year addiction.

So I decided, fuck it.

Yeah, smoking's bad for you, I've heard it since I was 10. But, hey, I really don't care.

So I went and bought a pack of cigarettes. Chosen at random. Ish. No, not that brand, those smell disgusting. Ugh, those have a boring box. Eh? My ex used to smoke those… Ooh, that box is fancy. I picked up a lighter and headed out.

I love sitting on top of the water tower and looking out over Itasca. There's some sort of beauty or peace or something in it. I don't know. It just feels right.

It felt even more right with a cigarette in my hand.

One evening, Lauren came up behind me. She asked if she could bum one, and when I pulled out the pack, she started laughing, and then her laughing turned into crying.

I felt awkward as hell, so I just kept looking at the city. The sun was setting. Glow, baby, glow you great ball of fire.

She took one last drag, and thanked me. Pause for a moment. In an offhand way, she informed me that it was Asuma's brand. You know the cigarette I gave her. I shrugged. Cool story, babe.

One night, I wondered what would happen if I jumped off the edge.

I stood up and walked to the edge. It was a long way down.

How ironic, the same day Amy comes back, I leave. For good. No getting me back, no sir.

I almost did. But then I lit another cigarette.

One morning, it was the day after my birthday. Sara had taken me out, and we had gotten trashed. I still hadn't gone home.

I didn't know where my shoes were. Shame, too, they were fuckin sexy.

Somehow, I hadn't lost my smokes, my camera, my money. Kind of hilarious, since I lost something that was actually strapped onto me. But I kept track of the important stuff, so it's alright.

I looked at the sunrise; A sunset in reverse. Or is it the other way around?

One afternoon, I wanted to see this city on fire.

I don't hate Itasca; or its people. Much.

But sometimes, we need a disaster. And then we can build again from the bottom up.

Sometimes humanity needs a reset button. We get all caught up in this shit, revenge, honor, pride, greed, whatever, and maybe that's not what it's all about.

Will I be the one to start this revolution?

Nah, I think I'm just going to wax philosophical and smoke this last cigarette.


Umm, yeah, let's just say that the characters go as follows...

Lauren: Ino

Sara: Sakura

Amy: Hinata

Main: Temari

I was to lazy to change the names... as for the city, that's my home town...meh, it's alright...

R&R


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