S.O.S.
You were my world Kara. I didn't realize it until you were gone but you were everything to me.
What happened to our love? I know you loved me ... you didn't need to shout it out to the heavens for me to feel it in my heart. You loved me, I loved you ... it was so simple. Where did it go wrong?
The love you gave me - nothing else can save me. Dee tries but she falls pitifully short. I smile and pretend everything's okay and she believes me ... stupid woman. You'd have seen right through me - you always did. And though I thought I hated it I'd give anything to have that feeling back.
You loved me ... you may not have been willing to divorce your husband to be with me alone but it was there, always there, in the looks, the little touches ... the way you always put your ass on the line to save me. The way you asked me if everything was okay with Dee. I knew what you meant - you wanted to be sure I was happy.
Well I'm trying, but how am I supposed to go on?
You were my world Kara. I didn't realize it until you were gone but you were everything to me.
You still are.
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