127 years. Thats how old I am. 16 years. Thats how old I look. 124 years. Thats how long ago my mother was taken away from me. My name is Renesmee Jacobs. My real last name is Cullen or Swan, but my mothers best friend was Jacob, so going to a new school, I thought it would be something different to do. My mother Bella Swan was taken by this group of cloaked vampires when I was 4, right after she had become a vampire. I never met my father, he doesn't even know that I exist, that i could exist. I have raised my self since I was 4 years old. I looked around 10, but I managed, I was smarter than most adults.
For something to do, I decided to go back to where it all began. Forks. I have never been there but my mom left in her diary she left me. She even managed to break into my fathers old house and give me a photo of my fathers family, and she even talked about them. Even though they left her, pregnant, she has nothing but wonderful things to say about these vampires.
It is the year 2133, my first ever day of high school. Or any school in general. I decided to wear light ripped jeans a black fitted v-neck, and an army green Sgt. peppers Jacket. Sadley, style has evolved much the early 2000's. The whole fashion industry crashed in the year 2014. As much as it bothered most people, it had barely effected me, there are more important problems in my life then style. Mostly just getting my mom back. I don't know where she is or how to get her.
I decided to walk to school, I had woken up early anyways, and I liked the way the air smelt here. I listened to Beatles songs as I walked, listening to my iPod. The light rain drizzled on my forehead as I walked to the pace of ' Across the Universe.' When I got the school, suddenly for the first time I felt scared, unconfident. I felt like a normal teenaged girl.
I happened to catch a few boys whistling at me, and looking at my butt. Embarrassed, I lowered the straps on my backpack so it was covering my but, and gave the remaining boys my death glare. I honestly didn't know what to do. I have never really talked to many people in my life before.
The first three classes went by in a blur. I had politely excused my self from any conversations that someone had brought up with me, I was not good with talking. I am afraid of getting close to anybody. I have the fear of losing them, even though I know I wont, but losing my mom scared me for life.
When I walked into the cafeteria after math, not know where to go, not even intending to eat, thats when I saw them. All five of them sitting at the table my mom had described in her diary. I thought about the entry she had once written...
Dear Renesmee,
They sat at the table in the back. All five of them with untouched food, the couples talked and laughed at one another, but Edward, your father, just glared, angrily at me...
I snapped out of the flashback and my stomach dropped. He had shaggy bronze hair, the same as mine, except mine fell in ringlets down my back. I felt his eyes move to me, he had noticed that I had noticed him. Thats when I exited the cafeteria and bumped right into the principal, making him fall over.
" Oh I'm so sorry Mr. Heath. I was looking." I helped him up and his brushed his hands on his pants.
" Don't worry Miss Jacobs, it was an accident. I hope your first day is going well?" He re-adjusted his glasses, and gave me a smile.
" It's good. Uh, I'm so sorry." And with that, I walked away.
Lunch seemed to go by longer than my classes. I had walked around the halls all lunch, regretting not bringing my car, but I got through.
I walked into my last class, biology. Only to be sat right next to him.
I took a deep breath and sat down beside him.
" Hi." I said.
