After Tonight

After tonight how will I go on?
Sirius Black is gone.
He was a dear friend,
Who often did transcend.
He always did protect,
Never did he neglect.
He was quite smart,
And had a good heart.
We were the crew of four,
James Potter was our core.
Sirius was second in command,
And always lent a hand.
I was next,
And never to be vexed.
Last was Wormtail,
He was so frail.
First we lost our core,
Then the Maraduers were no more.
Sirius was lost,
That was quite a cost.
He was framed for murder,
The memory is still al blur.
Really he was innocent,
But still he lived in tormet.
Wormtail changed into a rat,
He was always such a fraidy cat.
That left me alone,
If only I had known.
Sirius lived in Azkaban,
But fortunately he had a plan.
He escaped one day,
When the world was so gray.
He found Harry,
It was revolutionary.
To me the truth was revealed,
It seemed so unreal.
Wormtail go away,
But Harry and Hermoine saved the day.
Sirius fled with Buckbeak,
Dumbledore is quite a sneak.
We became friends once more,
Just like we were before.
We cared for Harry through the year,
And soon our mission was quite clear.
We joined our old pals,
And recalled the Order without fail.
Though we live in pain,
We must end Voldemort's reign.
Sirius died with flair,
Now I feel despair.
Once more I am alone,
The truth about Sirius still unknown.
Once we were four,
The wounds are still sore.
The Potters were killed,
Even though they were so skilled.
The Longbottoms couldn't escape,
Even though they weren't out of shape.
I used to be happy,
Now I just feel scrappy.
I had just begun to heal,
This loss feels so unreal.
I must remain strong,
It won't be too long.
We will defeat Voldemort,
He has lost some support.
We still have many foes,
And suffered quite a few blows.
The loss of Sirius hurts a great deal,
I hope Harry will be able to heal.
After tonight will Harry ever be the same?
Sadly he feels he is to blame.
Already I feel his loss,
How could Wormtail double-cross?
Wormtail wasn't present,
But still it was his intent.
After tonight will the Order live on?
For so many have gone.
Sirius had become my greatest friend,
And I will think of him until the end.