Chapter One: I Walk Alone

One year earlier….

I could feel the bottom of my feet getting sore as I continued to walk across the concrete. My jeans were soaked from the water at the beach which was currently causing my body to shiver, the white tank top my mom had gotten me over the weekend for the party was ripped to shreds. The black lace bra I had on was completely visible and I had no jacket to cover it up.

Switching my white sandals to my right hand I used my left to wipe the dry tears from my face. I looked at my surroundings, looking for cars driving by, people walking around, dogs, cats, houses, just any sign that I wasn't alone.

Nothing.

I didn't own a watch so the time to me was unknown and I had lost my phone sometime at the party so calling anyone for help was obviously out of the question. Suddenly I felt a sharp pain between my legs and I stopped in my tracks. It was a throbbing pain that wouldn't go away, I decided to take a breather and sat down on the sidewalk. Luckily as I did the pain between my legs slowly began to die down.

Once again I looked at the emptiness around me and I couldn't hold it in any longer. The warm water ran down my cheeks as I began to cry. Tossing my sandals aside I dropped my head into my hands and wept.

How could I have let this happen? Why did it have to be me? Why would he do this? The thoughts ran through my mind, but they all went unanswered. I couldn't think straight, my mind was filled with horrible images of what happened. I could feel his hands squeezing me roughly, I could see his icy blue eyes piercing through me, I could hear his sickening laugh and taste that disgusting tongue mixed with the cans of beer I had seen him drink earlier.

It wasn't supposed to happen like this. It seemed like just yesterday when Randy Orton, probably the hottest guy at Boston Ridge High asked me Harley Davidson to be his date for the Junior Beach Bash, a party that the juniors held ever year to celebrate them crossing over and becoming seniors.

When we arrived I felt like the most popular girl in school. Everyone's eyes were on us, people I didn't even know were talking to me as if we had known each other for years. For me I felt like a queen, for Randy he just brushed it off like this was an everyday thing.

As the sun began to set that's when the party began. Alcohol was brought out, a bonfire was set and everybody was drinking as the music blasted through the small radio. It was then that randy took me away from the party, saying he wanted some alone time with me.

At first it was just kissing, then I became nervous when his hands began going places I didn't want them to. I pushed him off and obviously he was upset by that because the next thing I knew I was being punched in the face and shoved down onto the cold sand beneath me. I of course screamed, but we were way too far away and with the music so loud they couldn't here me anyway. I screamed at the top of my lungs and cried as I felt my virginity being taken away from me, just like that, no questions asked.

Once he was done he left me there, unconscious. By the time I came to, everyone was gone and I was alone.

I knew I couldn't stay here on this sidewalk forever. My mom would surely be wondering where I was at. I told her I'd be home by 10, but seeing as how I had no way of knowing the time it could be 12 o'clock for all I knew.

Grabbing my sandals I slowly stood up and continued my path home, I winced as I touch my now swollen lip. Mom was definitely gonna have some questions about that, not to mention my shirt. But I had already though of a perfect story should she interrogate me once I got home.

The cold wind hit me making me more colder then I already was, but nonetheless I continued to walk. All I wanted to do was lay down, fall sleep and just forget about everything that had happened, but I knew it wasn't going to be that easy.

But for now I would just take it one day at a time. Junior year was officially over, school was out and I knew that I would see him again once senior year began, but I would deal with that when the time came. All I cared about was if someone found out, what if someone had seen me get raped or heard my screams? The last thing I wanted was anyone's sympathy, not to mention everybody finding out then focusing their attention on me. I couldn't have that, my life is fucked up enough. So with that I made a promise to myself.

Tell no one.

With those words now running through my mind I continued my journey home and quietly sang to myself as I cried silently.

I walk for miles inside this pit of danger

A place where no one follows me

I walk alone


I hope you readers liked the first chapter, I know it's short and doesnt give a lot of information, but as you read on (which I hope you will) you'll find out more. Until Chapt 2...see ya!

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