Title: Fade Away(1/1)

Fandom: 24

Rating: PG-13

Pairing: Tony/Michelle

Summary: Mostly Tony thoughts about Michelle's death

Disclaimer: I own absolutely nothing from 24 if I did Michelle and Tony would still be together

Author's Note:This just came in my mind and I just wrote it, It's a drabble and sorry if you don't like. Please Review and tell me what you think.


Tony Almeida looks at the cell wondering how the hell did life turn out this way, he's in jail right now cause of his help with the terriost and the beginning but Jack said he would find a way to get him out and he trust him but as he sit in his cell this gave him the opportunity to think about life, sometimes he wished he would have never became a CTU agent cause that's when everything started all the betrayal, friends, love and death and he just hated it all, he thinks that he has chosen the wrong path. Why didn't he just get another job and been one of those guys who never fell inlove and have a love so damn deep, special and painful at the same time. He is just tired of everything the government, having friends and just sick of being alone, he didn't want to be in a world where she wasn't.

He did some terrible things that he regret and he regret doing these things cause he knows that she would hate him right now, he knows she hates working with terrorist and she would never look him in the face right now if she was alive but he did it out of pain and anger.

The death on Michelle Dessler was the hardest thing that he's ever had to get over and it's 5 years later and he still can't get over it, he loved her more than anything in the world, he would sacrafice his own job, his career and the world to keep her safe, her death has a strong effect on him it's like getting shoot repeatly in the chest and he remember that day when he thought it was all over when he thought he was going to die in Jack arms his only thought was Michelle, her face, they love, all of the memories the way his heart broke when he found out she died and it was too much and that's when he thought it's finally over, he get to see Michelle again cause after she died it was nothing more worth living for so he didn't fight it. He just said that she's gone and he just died and everything faded away.