Am I Truly?

An outcast, that's what I am.

They say I'm not. It is a lie.

Divided is how I feel we are,

Or it's just me that is.

It differs from one or the other

Like they can't decide.

Trust or not, which is it?

Am I a reject? A loner?

I don't seem to belong.

Anywhere I turn,

I am thrown back.

I am so different

From them.

Will I be accepted?

Or will I morph myself

To what they expect again?

False and empty.

Will I find where I belong?

Can I really open up?

Or will it be more

Plaster on the wall?