It's hard to tell if Serena and I were meant to be. Sometimes I think we were. I just get these strange feelings. Other times I'm afraid we are enemies and shouldn't look at each other's faces.

I wonder if Serena feels the same way about me as I do for her. What if she hates me? What if all these years of calling her Meatball Head have made her think we weren't meant to be?

Then again, what if she is just as lovesick over me as I am over her? What if she thinks of me all the time. I know I think of her.

Her long, shimmering blond hair. Her glistening baby blue eyes. Her magnificent smile. Ah, it's like a dream. Sometimes I just want to walk up to her and tell her my true feelings.

"Serena, I have something to tell you." Then she would turn around and smile at me. "Serena, I love you. I have felt this way about you ever since we met. I've just been hiding my feelings because I wasn't sure if you would understand." Serena would smile.

"Oh Darien, I feel the same way! I think we were met to be." Then we would live forever in eternal bliss.

But what about Tuxedo Mask? What about my other life? How will she take it? What about Sailor Moon? What would she do if I told her I knew? If she did love me, she might change her mind when she found this out. Oh why was I cursed with my other identity?

She could also be fine with Tuxedo Mask. Maybe it won't bother her at all. Oh, but I can only dream of what will happen.

Dreaming can be so wonderful at times. Sweet and true, yet also devastating and false. Life can be so cruel.

Will Serena ever find out my true feelings for her? Someday, yes. Then she will tell me that she feels the same way, and we will be together for all eternity. Never will evil stop us from being together. I will find a way to let her know. Just you wait.