Okay, so I was bored and this just developed

I don't know if I'm completely accurate, keeping with the chain of events (The Reunion etc. etc.)

also I adore Lilah and would not object to a causal affair of some kind with Lindsay :P


I never meant for things to escalate; he was supposed to be nothing, entertainment really.

I hate this part,

If he leaves the bedroom and my flat now; I'll feel cheap and used.

If he leaves in the middle of the night; I'll believe it was a dream.

If he leaves in the morning; my heart will break.

What makes the undead so attractive? I asked him that once, he hit me, and said "Darla is alive, unlike you."

Yeah, alive with syphilis and whatever other diseases whores get.

So I sit here in a tight dress and fishnet stockings, looking every bit the porn star and wonder if her bruises have healed, and if he can bear to leave his precious Darla.

Will he call out her name tonight?

And will, as usual, my emotions betray me?

When I try to pretend I'm not staring into those beautiful eyes,


Will I cry?