Disclaimer: Well I don't own Gilmore girls and I don't own the song. It's
by lifehouse. So please don't sue me cause I'm 16 and I have nothing worth
value!
A/N: Okay well I'm thinking this is going to be a one short. But who knows
it could go anywhere. I heard this song and I just really liked it. This is
pretty dark so if you're a fluff lover you might not like this. Takes place
during the first days before Rory left for Washington D.C. So on with the
show.
Paring: Rory/Jess
Spoilers: ummm none I think!!
Everything
By: Breeze
"Find me here, speak to me"
He wiped down the counter with a rag. Outside her could here the rain pounding on the windows. He smirked at the irony of it all. A summer storm to describe his feelings. He looked around the dinner slowly. He wished Luke were here to help him clean up. He walked over and turned off a few lights and went back to the counter. He heard the bell sound and didn't bother to look up. "Were closed." No answer. He rolled his eyes and sighed as he looked up. "Listen I said were." and there she was. Dripping wet with water. She was dressed up in a pale blue dress. He remembered it was Friday and she had probably been at her grandparents. He didn't say anything. He was afraid she would run again. She just looked at him. Water dripping. Drip. Drip. A long silence. Drip. Drip. More silence. Then finally. "I'm leaving," He looked at her not breathing. Her voice cracked and he could see the tears. Tears mixing with warm rain water.
"I want to feel you, I need to hear you, you are the light, that is leading me, to the place where, I find peace again"
She took a deep breath before she continued. He could tell she was trying hard not to break. Not to fall apart. To be strong. "I'm going to Washington D.C. for the summer." Silence again. She stared at him. Waiting for a reaction. Just waiting. He didn't let it show but he could feel his heart breaking. No movement. He lifted his head and meet her eyes. She finally broke. "Say something Jess." She sounded desperate. He could hear the soft cries escaping her throat.
"you are the strength, that keeps me walking, you are the hope, that keeps me trusting, you are the life to my soul, you are my purpose, you are everything"
"What's there to say?" His statement was simple but complex. She took a few steps forward and then stopped herself. She wiped her tears and breathed in deeply. He could hear the sobs treating to erupt in her. "What's there to say?" She looked at him with anger and confusion. He had never heard Rory Gilmore yell before but she did now. "Everything. Tell me it meant something. Tell me it was nothing. Ask me why I'm going Jess. No wait I'll answer that question for you, so you don't even have to waste to oxygen. I'm going because I think; No wait I know I'm in love with you. Do you not understand this? I mean, not that I'm asking you to feel the same way cause for you to show you're emotions would just be silly. I'm going because I know as much as I love you, I can't be with you. Do you know what its like to see you everyday and not be able to hold you. Touch you. God even talk to you without everyone watching." "Do you think I'm stupid Rory?" His voice made her jump. He never knew he could be so loud. "Everyday you sit there with Dean and you mom getting coffee. Everyday acting like were nothing. Jesus all I can do is look at you. I know exactly how you feel."
"and how can I, stand here with you, and not be moved by you, would you tell me, how could it be, any better than this"
He still hadn't moved from behind the counter. Despite the level of his voice his body had barley moved at all. She walked towards him and he stopped breathing. He could see the outline of her body and the wet cloth clung to her. She slowly walked around the counter and came closer to him. Drip. Drip. She stopped right in front of him and reached out and grabbed a hand-full of his shirt. She twisted the soft material around her hand until she had a fist. He didn't move afraid she wasn't real. She looked up and her eyes meet his. She was so beautiful. So perfect. Never in his life had he meet someone like her. He almost didn't know what to do with her.
"you calm the storms, you give me rest, you hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall"
She took his right hand and placed it in hers. She squeezed it tightly. He hand was wet but he could feel the light softness. He took a deep breath as she brought it up to her face and kissed it.
"you still my heart, and you take my breath away, would you take me in, would you take me deeper now"
Her next words shook him. She held back the tears. "Jess," and deep breath "kiss me goodbye." To anyone you would think she meant for her trip but it was more. It was goodbye forever. It was turning your back on love. It was letting go. He wanted to cry. To tell her no. To say it was to hard but he didn't. He slowly bent his head down.
"'cause you're all I want, you are all I need, you are everything"
When their lips meet he pulled her closer. He ran his hands threw her hair. Held her close. He ran his hand all over her. He knew this was the last time he would be able to. The kiss started deep and passionate. Then it slowly became quick and desperate. He could feel her tears. Her hands running threw his hair. Her wet arms sliding over his shoulders. When they finally parted she buried her head in his chest. He wrapped his arms around he kissing her forehead. "I love you Jess. I love you. I love you. I love you." He rocked her back and forth. Whispering words of comfort and love. After a few minutes she pulled away. HE heard the door open. He called out words he though he would never say. "I love you Rory." She stopped and turned towards him. "I love you to." She smiled and lets the tears fell again. "Goodbye Jess." With that she was gone. Out of his life. "Goodbye." He said to the empty dinner before walking upstairs.
"Everything"
A/N: Okay well I guess I could write more. Hmm not sure. You guys please tell me what you think. Should I turn it into a chapter story!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REVIEW!!!!
Everything
By: Breeze
"Find me here, speak to me"
He wiped down the counter with a rag. Outside her could here the rain pounding on the windows. He smirked at the irony of it all. A summer storm to describe his feelings. He looked around the dinner slowly. He wished Luke were here to help him clean up. He walked over and turned off a few lights and went back to the counter. He heard the bell sound and didn't bother to look up. "Were closed." No answer. He rolled his eyes and sighed as he looked up. "Listen I said were." and there she was. Dripping wet with water. She was dressed up in a pale blue dress. He remembered it was Friday and she had probably been at her grandparents. He didn't say anything. He was afraid she would run again. She just looked at him. Water dripping. Drip. Drip. A long silence. Drip. Drip. More silence. Then finally. "I'm leaving," He looked at her not breathing. Her voice cracked and he could see the tears. Tears mixing with warm rain water.
"I want to feel you, I need to hear you, you are the light, that is leading me, to the place where, I find peace again"
She took a deep breath before she continued. He could tell she was trying hard not to break. Not to fall apart. To be strong. "I'm going to Washington D.C. for the summer." Silence again. She stared at him. Waiting for a reaction. Just waiting. He didn't let it show but he could feel his heart breaking. No movement. He lifted his head and meet her eyes. She finally broke. "Say something Jess." She sounded desperate. He could hear the soft cries escaping her throat.
"you are the strength, that keeps me walking, you are the hope, that keeps me trusting, you are the life to my soul, you are my purpose, you are everything"
"What's there to say?" His statement was simple but complex. She took a few steps forward and then stopped herself. She wiped her tears and breathed in deeply. He could hear the sobs treating to erupt in her. "What's there to say?" She looked at him with anger and confusion. He had never heard Rory Gilmore yell before but she did now. "Everything. Tell me it meant something. Tell me it was nothing. Ask me why I'm going Jess. No wait I'll answer that question for you, so you don't even have to waste to oxygen. I'm going because I think; No wait I know I'm in love with you. Do you not understand this? I mean, not that I'm asking you to feel the same way cause for you to show you're emotions would just be silly. I'm going because I know as much as I love you, I can't be with you. Do you know what its like to see you everyday and not be able to hold you. Touch you. God even talk to you without everyone watching." "Do you think I'm stupid Rory?" His voice made her jump. He never knew he could be so loud. "Everyday you sit there with Dean and you mom getting coffee. Everyday acting like were nothing. Jesus all I can do is look at you. I know exactly how you feel."
"and how can I, stand here with you, and not be moved by you, would you tell me, how could it be, any better than this"
He still hadn't moved from behind the counter. Despite the level of his voice his body had barley moved at all. She walked towards him and he stopped breathing. He could see the outline of her body and the wet cloth clung to her. She slowly walked around the counter and came closer to him. Drip. Drip. She stopped right in front of him and reached out and grabbed a hand-full of his shirt. She twisted the soft material around her hand until she had a fist. He didn't move afraid she wasn't real. She looked up and her eyes meet his. She was so beautiful. So perfect. Never in his life had he meet someone like her. He almost didn't know what to do with her.
"you calm the storms, you give me rest, you hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall"
She took his right hand and placed it in hers. She squeezed it tightly. He hand was wet but he could feel the light softness. He took a deep breath as she brought it up to her face and kissed it.
"you still my heart, and you take my breath away, would you take me in, would you take me deeper now"
Her next words shook him. She held back the tears. "Jess," and deep breath "kiss me goodbye." To anyone you would think she meant for her trip but it was more. It was goodbye forever. It was turning your back on love. It was letting go. He wanted to cry. To tell her no. To say it was to hard but he didn't. He slowly bent his head down.
"'cause you're all I want, you are all I need, you are everything"
When their lips meet he pulled her closer. He ran his hands threw her hair. Held her close. He ran his hand all over her. He knew this was the last time he would be able to. The kiss started deep and passionate. Then it slowly became quick and desperate. He could feel her tears. Her hands running threw his hair. Her wet arms sliding over his shoulders. When they finally parted she buried her head in his chest. He wrapped his arms around he kissing her forehead. "I love you Jess. I love you. I love you. I love you." He rocked her back and forth. Whispering words of comfort and love. After a few minutes she pulled away. HE heard the door open. He called out words he though he would never say. "I love you Rory." She stopped and turned towards him. "I love you to." She smiled and lets the tears fell again. "Goodbye Jess." With that she was gone. Out of his life. "Goodbye." He said to the empty dinner before walking upstairs.
"Everything"
A/N: Okay well I guess I could write more. Hmm not sure. You guys please tell me what you think. Should I turn it into a chapter story!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REVIEW!!!!
