So this is only a survey b/c I got bored at 2:30 in the morn'during Spring Break.
P.S. A couple of Midnight Skylight spoilers.. I tried to keep them to a minimum.
Ugh... I need to catch up with my typing and my writing.
what do you look like?: What? Hmm... My puppy boy Jackson (: Oh and Jacob of course
are you single or taken?: Yes, by a quite beautiful man named Jacob.
describe your life in 5 words: I like toast and waffles... *that counts right?
have you ever been in love?: Yes, and it seems quite permanent knowing I'd feel bad for leaving.
why did you break up with the last guy you went out with?: Hm.. He cheated on me. Damn you Vince
do you think of yourself as attractive?: Ha... Have you seen me? Not to be conceited but hell yeah.
do a lot of people like you?: Yes.. The pack does anyway. That's all that matters.
what grades do you get school?: I'm a sophomore taking senior classes...
name off all your close friends: Jacob Elan Black, Delilah, Terra, Seth, and Cameron.
you quiet & shy or loud & outgoing?: Both. Depends on the setting.
how old are you?: An age of adolescent
where do you live?: La Push, Washington. Where I am to be one of the only three black girls here.
do you mentally you beat yourself up over small things?: If talking to yourself is beating yourself up than yes. I'm sure my brain has many bruises.
are you 2-faced?: Nah..
name 10 things you can't live without (people dont count): Jacob's muscles... Wait that's sorta gross. Huh?
1. My Zune
2. My laptop.
3. My bible.
4. My cell phone.
5. My glasses.
6. My jewelry.
7. A bed.
8. Food! And lots of it. Though I'd never want to eat it. Just smell it.. Mmm (:
9. My favorite books.
10. My ability to move, run, and write
do you go out with a lot of people?: Jacob (:
how often are you at home?: Like never.. Usually out patrolling with the boys.
what do you like to do on weekends?: Cuddle with my Jakey.
what is your clothing style?: Skinny jeans and a band tee
do people judge you a lot?: I don't know. I can't read minds... Yet
do you like your life?: To the fifth power! I like it lots...
what is one thing you want to do before you die?: Hm... That's hard. I can choose not to die, by not having kids but not having kids with Jacob...? Get back to me on that one.
do you want to get married?: Wedding day with Jacob... Ugh, kill me. (:
have kids?: Wait! I wasn't ready... Get back to me on this one.
do you believe in abortion?: I don't believe in abortion. If you got yourself into that mess than you can tough it through with your new born baby.
do you go to church?: YES! Like crazy... Though I miss my church in Houston.
do you get in fights over things that don't really matter?: Jacob gets jealous too easily... Ugh it was all Kane's fault
name 3 things you did today?: Made Jacob breakfast. Seduced by Jacob, but got out of that state by looking at the damned ring on my finger. And... Some other things.
do you flirt with the opposite sex too much?: No... Maybe.. Just with Kane though!
"What are you doing?" Jacob seemed to be standing behind me the entire time I was replying to a fictitious host on this dreadful survey. I jerked around to face his cheeky grin.
"What are you doing!" I mocked. I turned back to the screen, clicked post, and shut my laptop. "You know you should really get into super spy stuff. James Bond... You're super sneaky. Though that bulk of yours can't fool anyone," I joked getting up from my rolly chair and dodging his body. He chuckled and followed me onto my bed.
"Black, Jacob Black. Nice ring eh?" I traveled to my rainbow splattered door, but this time he didn't follow.
"Out. I'm sleepy and tired," I announced as he bounced on my bed.
"Isn't sleepy and tired the same thing? I can stay here tonight?" He questioned like one of those dumb kids in your class who never learned the concept of asking a question. I rolled my eyes and shut the door.
"Fine. You leave at dawn," I ordered. He smiled lightly. I don't know why I always act this way with him. Like I was playing hard to get. He already got me, there's nothing left to get. And I already had him. All of his amazingness left for me and no one else. Because I was his one and only and he is mine. I crawled into the bed, pulling the larger comforter down knowing I wouldn't need it. I heard him strip down. I wouldn't know what he had taken off until-- Good just his shirt. He left on his pants, he knew how angry I'd get if he got into my bed pantsless.
"You cool?" He asked. Ironically. Good thing he left the window open. If not I'd be sweating. I wondered how much I'd try to avoid him in the summer months.. I hate the hot. I love the cold. Though I hate being cold. I like it when the environment around you is freezing in the Siberian arctic while you're bundled up near a fire in your home. Mmm, and that's what this was. Winter in Washington is my Siberian arctic and my Jacob was the equivalent to a blanket and a cabin fire.
"As cool as can be with you," I mumbled drowsily into his arm. His left laid under my ear and right was around my waist. I loved his hands there and I think that was his favorite spot as well. He nestled his head into my shoulder and I moved my cold hand to the arm around my waist. He flinched, though I was used to that. Whenever I was around him I seem to shock him. Shifter crap. He says it's werewolf crap though.
This was as intimate as we got. Never going as far as a kiss or a sleepover. It's nothing anymore. I sometimes wish we weren't so young. I know my beliefs but damn Jacob makes like so hard. Though I can't wait to grow old with Jacob. Oh and back to that question. Before I die I want to have an amazing life with my one and only. And for him to have an amazing one with his.
"I love you," He whispered into my ear. I giggled softly to the tickling warmth of his voice.
"I love you too Jacob," I clasped my hands into his and let my hands warm as I drifted to sleep.
Woah! It was only supposed to be a suvey! And it turned into that... I get carried away too easily.. But it was cute (: KAI FTW!
Oh and P.S. this was a stall to keep my readers busy.
