A/N:Hey guyyyyssss!XD!So this fic is basically going to be a collection of one-shots, drabbles, all of that so when an idea pops up it will be updated and you don't exactly have to wait ages for the next chapter and all!;D

And just so you know, I usually like writing angst, for some unknown reason they just come to me easily...weird yeah since I'm usually such a happy person!XD!So the first chapter is all angsty but i'm following it up with a lighter short chapter. Only because this is the first time I actually want to update with two chapters at once!Yay!Happy reading loveliiies!

Warning: Loads of BoyXBoy, probably no real mature content because I still blush when trying to write it out, hence the rating. Mainly RemusXSirius and LilyXJames. Could have Harry generation too.

Disclaimer: All characters and names belong to J.K Rowling because really by now everyone should know that I'm certainly no Rowling writing fanfics!

Rating:K+

Summary:Sirius would only break is heart but maybe that wasn't one-sided.

Word count:680.


Break

Baby from the start…I'm only gonna break break your…break break your heart…

This would only end up breaking them, breaking their wonderful friendship over all those years, all those memories.

There's no point trying to hide it...no point trying to evade it...

"I'm only going to end up breaking your heart Sirius, I'm not meant for relationships."

Lies lies, all of it.

If someone needed to be saved from a broken heart it certainly was not Sirius. A loud laugh was the reply, of course. He didn't have a heart, he was Sirius, he didn't need a heart for relations. Only it was a lie meant to deceive everyone but themselves. Even as Sirius was upon him in one fluid motion, even as they both knew this would probably not end well but who were they not to give this a chance? Even when there were nails digging into the pale contours of his jaws he tried one last time to dissuade his...friend. "Sirius..."

Listen to me baby...before I love and leave you...

"Then do it." Rough whispers invaded any further thought process when hands found their way up skin skin and more skin never enough. "Break it before I break yours." What couldn't hurt him he didn't need to be afraid of. There was no way Remus could break him...not before it went the other way. It was what he did excellently after all.

They call me heartbreaker...

Such a beautiful beautiful sight he was. Such a beautiful sight they were. Pretty...more than pretty. Absolutely perfect and so very wrong. Yet it couldn't remain whole, not when he was part of it.

I might tear you apart...

There could never be enough of him unless he took him right then and there, right now but he was tired so very...frustrated perhaps. They could not go on this way, not anymore. So much would break, so much had already broken...almost, so much hurt, could they take this?

They call me heartbreaker...

"Sirius...we can't do this." his voice wasn't over a whisper yet it carried through the dorm's silence so perfectly there was no mistaking those words.

Listen to me...

"Why? It's fine Remus, we're going to be fine." The reply was a lie and almost inaudible but one couldn't miss the overwhelming emotions under it all. It didn't hurt any less. It was ending. They both knew it.

Before I love and leave you...

"Maybe later Sirius...but I'm only going to end up breaking your heart." There was a slight raise in the voice, "You mean too much to me, I can't do that to you." To myself...The silence around could almost be felt.

I'm only gonna break break your...

"You can't Remus." He whispered and there was a shuffle of movement and moments later shining amber gaze met intense silvers parted by only that flimsy white net even someone like Peter could take out with a finger.

"Can't break what's not there?" He dared to ask in a loud whisper and the unwanted laugh wrenched itself free of the other's throat. The werewolf's hand gripped the curtain lightly but there were no comforting words or pairs of hands on his as Sirius continued laughing on and finally settled his gaze on the glimmering ambers once more.

Break break your heart...

"What about yours?" That voice was so deceptively nonchalant, never once hinting at the unseen cracks appearing far too fast and hard.

"You can't break what's already broken." A final whisper on the matter and silence reigned never revealing the crystal tears on pale faces parted by only a few feet of air and two flimsy spell-covered nets or the unmistakable shattering like that heart-shaped box Andromeda had absolutely loved which Sirius had accidentally broken when he was six.

They were not meant to have fallen so hard, so fast. Sirius wasn't supposed to have come down this way. They were not meant to have ever been the reason of betrayal. Even if he had done it first, it didn't hurt any less.

They call me heartbreaker...

-Fin-


*hides*, yes yes, angst like mentioned but hopefully the chapter wasn't bad, yeah? Credit for the song goes to Taio Cruz-Break your heart. Just loved that song although I had a much happier vision of the song initially, I wanted to end this oneshot with a kind of happy ending but settled for this. Oh well, next chapter is a short but much happier one so hopefully that makes up for it!Lol! See you guys!