Dean's personal life versus protecting his brother's life

Summary: What would Dean do if he had to choose between his personal life which is all grand with sleeping with every girl that he meets or protecting his younger brother's life from all the darkness and bad things that are strolling at night in the dark.Warning: may include Wincest, angst and of course romance please read and enjoy.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything of Supernatural or Sam and Dean, they belong to the CW so don't sue but I have my own characters that I own


Dean was enjoying the nice sunny day in the spring time weather but something was bugging him that day, ever since his mom came down to him from heaven and told him something that night; telling him he would have to choose between his personal life or protecting his brother's life. With that all said she left giving them both a kiss on the forehead and saying that she loved them, of course Sam didn't see this happening since he was sleeping. Ever since that day Dean's been pondering and thinking of what his mother ment, that day two weeks ago.

They were at some random gas station in the middle of a highway, all Sam knew was that he was with his older brother and that he would always protect him at all costs, today however was different in Sam's eyes. His older brother looked different, like he was searching for something that wasn't there and that got Sam a little worried about his brother but he brushed that off until he look at the gas tank meter and it was full. Getting into the car Sam called for his brother three times in a row but Dean didn't answer him so Sam tried to call him the fourth time. Dean finally answered his younger brother that was in the car waiting for him to get in so they can check in at some random motel and go on hunts to find their father and be a family again "What Sam? Im trying to fill the gas tank!" Sam looked slightly irritated "That's the thing Dean the gas tank is already full so you can stop filling it up and we can leave and go find dad?" and with that said Dean put the hose for the gasoline back to the pump, paying the man at the counter before going out to the car and getting into the driver's seat, turning on the car and leaving the gas station heading back out to the highway to some random hotel that a girl own by herself this girl knew the winchester boys and their father but who was this mysterious woman only their father will have to tell them because in this hotel their father was staying in one of the rooms.

So the boys went in the hotel and went into the lobby where they found the hotel owner talking to this old guy who is like in his mid forties early fifties so sam and dean went to the desk to ask for any rooms that are available so the old guy turned around and said to them is hello boys long time go see.Sam and dean look up to see who was talking to them and to their surprise it was their father and the girl who they asked if there is any rooms available was the girl next door when the boys were small and they all lived in kansas so the father ask dean if he do you remember the girl dean do you remember little razea she lived next door to us when you were little you told your mother that she looked like an angel.

Flash back

Dean kept looking at razea remembering when she was his age and living next door playing with her every chance he got when he was little and not helping theirs dads with car repairs.He remember telling his mother that one day he will marry razea and they will grow old together but that did not happen at all after high schhol graduation.In high school sure they dated went out with each other study for test together they did whatever high school sweethearts did that is what everyone called razea and dean in high school they said that they were they were the only couple they thought will make it through thick and thin and get married and have kids and live in a apple pie life they were wrong they didn't get married they didn't have a apple pie life but razea on the other hand had his child and dean couldn't bond with his daughter cause after graduation he went on hunts leaving his daughter behide and the mother of his child and his younger brother behide who bye the way had a full ride to go to standford.

end of flash back

After dean remember what happen that day he stormed out of the hotel went in his car and the next thing you know he drove off to cool his winchester temper.Then john told sam how he missed him and dean and that he was helping razea with the hotel and hunts,so john told razea to put him in one of your best room you have and later you can do the same with dean and razea said sure thing mr.winchester.So sam went into the room that was assign to him and then he relized that hi brother has his clothes in a dufflle bag in the trunk and god only knows where dean is maybe sam could pray to his mom to bring dean back home but in the eyes of john winchester that will be senseless and he will say to sam that let your brother come back when he is ready to come back and that was that so a couple of hours later dean came back and razea gave him a room and told him that she'll be up in his room in a moment after she closed down the hotel for the night and dean said okay and their conversation ended like that and razea started to close down the hotel and lock it up for the night.

The end of chapter 1

Author's note: I hope you guys like my story