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What Dean was probably thinking during The Purge.

My Little Brother

He's my little brother of course I'm going to do anything in my power to make sure that he's okay. That he's not going to die and get himself into trouble. That's what big brothers do. He had gotten into real big trouble when they were younger when Sam had gone by himself and didn't come home until much later. Their Dad beat him up pretty bad because he wasn't looking out for his little brother. He loved his little brother and his Dad, but his Dad wasn't alive anymore and neither was their second Dad Bobby. He had promised their Dad that he would protect Sam no matter how much he hated being looked out for. That was what families do they look out for each other even in hunter families.

What he had told him that he would do that for him. That he would have let him die even if the circumstances were the same. That had hurt that his little brother didn't care about him not like he cared about Sam. Sam never knew what their father did to him during that time he was by himself he didn't know how their father would yell at him telling him stuff. He had kept that secret from his little brother. It wasn't because he wasn't scared to be alone. He had been alone when he had been hunting before. Maybe a small amount was true, but not all of it. He could go hunting by himself again, or go with another hunter just like he did before.

Didn't Sam help him before when he was dying? He tried to go to the crossroad before to help him, but it didn't work. Why would he do that if he didn't care? Why would he say these things? Did his brother hate him that much that he didn't care about him? What had changed him? Didn't he know he did it to help him? He knew that what he did didn't work because the Angel was not a good guy, but he had saved his brother from dying.

It seemed no matter what he did he couldn't help his brother because he didn't want it. He knew that he was a good hunter, but that didn't mean that he didn't want to help him. To hear his little brother saying that there would be no way that he would do the same for him felt like a knife to his heart. He wondered if he gave a knife to his brother and told him to kill him he wondered if he would have done it? How he was acting and saying stuff right now he bet he would have even if he were his brother. It was times like these, which Bobby was still alive maybe he would tell him what to do.

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